Waiting for my secret moments

New Thoughts

2010-06-30T19:12:00.002+08:00

It been months since i last blogged. Lots of things changes since then.

Let's see..

I've officially graduated from tamesek poly.
I've got my driving licence.
I've found a full time job.
I've started Jap lang course.
I've been looking forward to fulfil my dreams and wishes bit by bit.
I'm slowly trying to forget a certain someone.
I'm trying my best to replace a certain someone to another.

Lots of my friends are starting their uni life in a month or two. Lots of people encourage me to get into uni and at least get a degree. Some even tell me that in future, if there's no degree, i might suffer. But uni fees arent that cheap. Is it a garentee that if i get a degree i'll find high pay jobs? Even so, there's no course that interests me in uni. If that's the case, why should i waste 3 years forcing myself to study something that i wouldnt like? I might as well live the life i've chose and live the life that i prefer. I feel that i'm much happier in the way i am now. Since i'm interested in languages, i'll set my determination to work hard and study hard for it. Since it's the road that i've chose. But good news is that way before my lessons even start, i've been self revising on my own!! This had never happen before in my education life. Studying and preparing shouldnt be used on me at all. This proves how much i'm looking forward till i could fully speak and write jap!! haha. i guess that's it for now. I'll try to update my blog at least when i've off days. To keep my friends updated from my life!! ^^

PS: Thanks Zu for reminding me.. Dear friends let us meet up soon ya.. I've missing all too!! ^^ **Feel free to tag me!!

Things

2010-03-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

It's been months since i last blogged. I've been busy with exams (crap..), work (i only work for 2 days in feb and will only work for 4 days in mar..), holidays (just came back from redang..). Basically, i'm just to lazy to blog. =D

Recently, i guess i have to start working on my emotional control. Probably pms. I could instantly get emo and get pissed easily. But, for good reasons. I'm not even sure my change of mood is out of pms.

I just came back from redang. Overall FUN!! I love banana boat!!! It's soo cheap and fun!! Though i got most of my injuries from it too.

Went there with cas, jor and 4 other jor's friends. Not too bad a trip. I paid them fully myself. So proud of it.

To see the photos there, please facebook them. =)

Thoughts that came to my mind whether in redang or when i'm back...
1. I got so worried when i heard news that she got infection from past operation wounds and have to operate to squeeze out pus that came out of nowhere. This happened when i'm in redang. My only emo reason when i'm there. Why such things when i'm not at home. I don't even want to talk about it with anyone. No good things will happen if you share with others.

2. People do get lost in control when playing especially when they are agitated. So if i happen to keep hitting someone continuously, it's not for nothing. Don't get pissed when you are not even sure why i don't stop attacking. If you get pissed for it, at least know the reason why i didn't stop attacking. Like where you hit me. If not i DO stop. (Especially you've thrown something at some part of my body when i'm in my emo state. I need to vent my anger sometimes and that's like so nicely a chance. You don't even understand me well don't judge me by i won't stop hitting someone once i start. Ask me where you hit me first if you really want to get piss. You'll then know i attack back for a reason.)

3. I think my mum finally used my as a good example when she's lecturing my siblings. She was commentting how i did not even take money from her since i'm working, how independant i am, how i didn't even ask her for extra for my redang trip, how i paid for all my expenses, transport, how i still have money to spare her without taking them back. I probably dreamt them. It's like the day when i return from redang. I bet i'm too tired. Well, if it's really true, it's a pity i haven't got my licence. She would have more to comment that i paid my my entire driving my own. (Credits to my sis for kindly sponsoring 200 bucks for the sake that i could drive her around in future when i own a car. -_-)

4. I don't really like people to comment i'm dumb or stupid when they're not even that smart themselves. Once or twice, fine. It's still kind of funny. When it starts to go on and on, it gets very very annoying. What's wrong with giving presents during april fool day. I meant for it as a joke.

5. I'm starting to take up more and more camps. Money wise and also for fun and leisure. More camps are coming up and i heard they need more people. Especially females. Tell me if you really want to go. Experienced ones please.... Without ones, i'm sorry that orientation camp is more preferred and afterwhich, it'smore comfortable for the company and you from them on. And mostly, the orientation only last 1 day the most 2..

Okie. That's mostly what i wanted to say. I going for camp on the 10th, i hope it would be fun. This time round i'm not a newbie anymore. Koref i'm coming~~ ^^

Pure random-ness

2010-01-19T23:21:00.004+08:00

Okie. I realise that my blog is dead. AGAIN!! i should probably revive it little by little. Hmm. Just realise something very shocking and interesting for me. But i might be more interested in the past. Well, it's not particularly of my business anymore so i probably should care that much. Practically i'm unaffected, but yet slightly over the clouds. I mean it's nice to know that no matter what changes, some things doesn't. But i don't really approve of it though. Maybe you might not know that i'm talking about you. But, i know you'll read my blog so just so to let you know, my comment is probably you should treat her better. I appreciated the fact that your care for me still doesn't change after all these times. But, i'll still feel guilty towards her you know. Just sit down and think over what you should do most and what ought not to. =D

Talking about downs. F*** i failed my TP yet again. The feeling was damn unbearable and not comfortable at all. What to do. The tester commented that i didn't check my rear mirror. I used my eye to check!! You wearing shades~~ Of course you say never see lah.. Wasted my 400 bucks as they removing parking poles and i have to learn how to park from scratch again. Irritating.

I've realised that i'm trying very hard to get over with unhappy stuffs, but i'm trying. Not that this is my choice, but it's my own way of doing. (I'd been trying for months but to no avail.) Why not i just do what i feel most needed to do for the time being, my friends to let me whine a little more and probably, i'm graduating soon. So, just let me be or doing my whinings for just a little while more. Pretty please~

PS: I might or might not like him. LOL. Talking of craps. I LoveD before?? Probably not!!!

2009-12-15T17:40:00.003+08:00

Haven't been blogging anything bout my life for a long long period. Well, there's nothing much that happen other than random normal things thus there's nothing to blog about. HAH!

When reality comes along, everything just seems so clear that you just cannot deny that there's nothing you could do about it. It just keeps you awake and kept repeating like an alarm to wake up from dreams. But sometimes, you just can't help dreaming when the reality would hurt so much that you would rather avoid it and keep lying to yourself that everything's alright just keep dreaming and you wouldn't hurt that much. However, there are times that you just couldn't dream anymore, when you wake, the pain that strikes is far worse that you would expect it to be.

Haha. That just came to my mind. i just woke after toning for a night long for eric's birthday and the overnight is mahjong all the way at jordan's house. LOL. Win little but not much to bother to collect when other's lose that much.

i just can't help but feeling fragile at the moment. Alrighty.. Seems like my show had buffered enough. I'll just stop here. Bye.

him, him, him and still him.

FREAKY BITCH, WHORE!!

2009-11-30T18:17:00.002+08:00

Okie. I'm pissed. What for?? I shouldn't even give a damn about non-importance personnel. Why the hell do such self-centered being exist?? Phooooo.. I should relax. Shouldn't be as annoying as such. Whatever. Should i consider such person as friend?? Just my luck. I think i got the freedom to open my mouth whenever i feel like, be with whoever i prefer and to follow my own thoughts of wisdom instead of follow yours all the time. Hello~~ Who the hell do you think you ARE?? Just shut the freaking hell up whenever you wanna talk. Did you not realise no one is interested.

Okie. I should probably stop bitching about 'it'.

Thing's getting messier. i just want my mp project to to faster end and be done with. Tired of it. I'm not doing so well for my lab test. I failed my animation test.. Awww.. Mcom quiz.. Not so well done too. Damn. I just hope things wouldn't just come all at a time. Hate things to overlap one another. Whatever. Gotta mug harder!!! Kampateh~~

10 random things

2009-11-15T19:34:00.002+08:00

How long have i been missing blogging?? This proves that i'm so hardworking with my studies!! LOL!!!! Been somewhat busy..

10 random things to fill up the gaps..

1. I'm happy daily with my family. (LOVES being with my parents!!)

2. My sister is as annoying as usual.. (Poor me..)

3. Working is busy but fun.

4. I love pay days best and it's a good thing that i could have 2 happy days per month! ($_$)

5. I'm obsessed with yami yoghurt!!

6. I'm missing my cliques!! Been negleting them.. =( Sorry..

7. My hand's ichy. I wanna play mahjong. =P

8. Been studying harder than usual through my education life.

9. My temptation for sweet stuffs still didnt crease at all even though i'm trying hard for it.

10. I gained 1.5 kg. (NOooooooooo!!!!!)

That's it. Having driving prac test tomorrow. I hope i can pass!! Praying hard for it. Wish me luck!!! =D

Ciaos..

First day of school

2009-10-19T23:19:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. Let me recall what i've been doing through my vocation..

Mon: Working full day..
Tues: Driving lessons from noon, when it ends, head straight to work till 10 plus..
Wed: Driving lessons from noon, when it ends, went home for slight rest and went to teach tuition..
Thurs: Driving lessons from noon, when it ends, head straight to work till 10 plus..
Fri: Wed: Driving lessons from noon, when it ends, went home for slight rest and went to teach tuition..
Sat: Working full day..
Sun: Working full day..

BORING, BORING, BORING, BORING, BORING, BORING, BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, only occasionally that i went out with friends or went out for movies after work..

I'M TIRED!!!

HAHAHA.. But i guess i could feel slightly richer when i receive my paycheck!! =D

My school officially starts today!! (Which also mean that my blogging might start officially again today!!) Not too bad.. Short day.. Time flew past fast if not including lecture. I chit chatted through out not bothering to listen.. =P

Well, at least i got into the same class for all subjects with most of my closer friends.
Cas.. (OH NO~~~ Opps.. =P)
Zu.. (Noisy as usual..)
Denise.. (As weird as usual..)
Shiyong.. (Dumb starfish..)

Jordan had a subject different.. Oh well.. Still have to survive a sem with him i guess.. Haix.. Hehe.

Realise all my school days are short. Other than Thurs whereby there's a 3 hours break in the middle. Still debating on what i should do for that period of time.

Went shopping with my Sister.. A fair harvest~~!! Guess it's time for me to catch up with my shows.. Tata.

OH!! Interesting pics through god knows from when.. Hmm.. But difinitely after i changed to my spare phone. (I dropped the old one in the drain and it officially died off immediately.. Haix.. All things gone. Including all contacts. Thus, those who message me from now on, please tell me who you are first or else that would be what i will reply you back first. =D)

Images taken from some scrapbooking megazine that i think is interesting. I took it while my collegue were busy with the settlements..

What does this allow you to think of first??

There's an empty circle in front.. By shifting the G and adding a D beside shouldn't be that hard or expensive and it will allow it's meaning clear!! My collegue commented that i think too much. But she laughed at first sight at it. I'm sorry that it misled me~ or us~~ I guess americans or australians doesn't thinks the way chinese thinks though. HAH!!

School starts today!!

The gigantic lollipop that i found in my brother's room when i sneaked in..

I just can't resist taking picture with it though i'm in PJ chit chatting on the phone!! (o^_^o)

What i've been surviving on through my working period. Almost 1 daily. A good investment for a day's hardwork!

While my intructor left me alone in the car. Apparently my leg's quite short that this is the maximum i could take without taking of my seat belt. HEHE.. =P

This pathetic looking muffin's is actually my brother's 26 birthday cake. We couldn't be bothered to buy a delicious looking one. But he had the honour to finish it all by HIMSELF!!! HAHA!!

I guess that the older you get the smaller your cake goes~~!!! HAHAHAHA

PS: Happy and Sad, Exited and Disappointed. Stop checking out on me or try to sneak something out of me. NO chance!!! Humph! =X

Things

2009-09-30T04:31:00.004+08:00

It's late in the night now.. I can't fall asleep. My mind's crammed up with stuffs.. Everything..... This month work's done. I'm free tomorrow. After some very very long weeks. Finally able to rest myself.. But why my mind's isn't stopping?? Guess it's probably better if i kept myself busy. Kept my thoughts and feelings deep down. Whereby i could put them locked within without needing to check on them at all. But, now that i have the time to rest, everything automatically came right out.

Why am i feeling so down when i'm perfectly happy and contented with my life now? I have my loving family around me. Quarrels or fights, we're still together under 1 roof. I'm more than happy for this to continue on forever. I have my loving bunch of friends whom i know would always be there for me whenever i need them. I SHOULD be perfectly content. Why am i not what feeling what i'm supposed to be feeling?? Probably i'm not tired enough to drown everything into my sleep, into my dreams whereby i can't differentiate between my dreams and reality.

Outside's raining now, with some lightning and soft thunder. Why does it have to reflect what i'm feeling now so perfectly? Probably there's a slight probability that i would always feel low when the weather's bad. Great. I'm being manipulated by weather... What a joke! I just wish that i could be tired enough to fall asleep. Haix.

Memories were flashing past like some slow motion movie rewind of my life. There's somethings that i wanted to explain face to face with some people but i can't. There's things that i wanted to do, wanted to fulfil, wanted to prove myself of but i CAN'T! I feel so... 'incompetent' might be a good word to use here. Guess i should just force myself to bed. I've been working full day and sleeping lesser than i need for days. I should be tired enough.

PS: Things doesn't seems to be going smoothly.

##9 oct. I hope she will be really fine. The report's not out. A person as negetive as her, she would probably start leaving words for everything until we could really be sure that she's fine. I don't like that. I don't like the feeling at all. I WANT her to be really fine. I need her.. Though i never ever mentioned this at all. But deep down she's more impostant than anything.. I really need her...

##It's raining, getting colder.. I hope he will be sensible enough to wear a jacket if he's out now.. Cheer up soon kay? Not that we've forgotten or we didn't care. It's just that we didn't have the chance to discuss it out or be able to find time to meet you even if we have anything to give when we don't even have it on hand now. I guess by saying we've no time isn't going to help.. I hope you will give us a chance to redeem ourselves?? I'm sorry about her. Really sorry. But i couldn't do anything to help at all... Not that you needed me.. I didn't even have the courage to message you or call you to check on you. I know you will read my blog sooner or later. Please don't get mad for anything. If there's anything that i could help please tell me. I will be there if i can. Please feel free to use me as a comfort?? Well.. I'm sorry i'm not good with words.. Just find me when you need me. Kay?? Sorry...

##Why can't things in life be perfect?? Why can't we just stop at happy moments and stop there?? I believe i could be content enough to just remain at where ever those happy moments stop at. Everything i remember could stop. Just let me be there. But it's impossible isn't it??

##I realised i stopped looking up the sky, wishing upon the stars which i've always been doing in the past. I guess when the things you wished never come true, it will automatically make you stop believing in things other than to face reality. Can't i hide from reality?? Or can't i just delay the meeting from reality?? Or could i just pretend that reality doesn't exist?? It's always the reality that makes me sad. I don't like it....

I still like him.. Probably only a little now that it's some time since we last chat or last met. Probably my existance wasn't even of importance to him from the start. But what can i do to change everything??

nothing..

Hell is finally over

2009-09-11T23:26:00.001+08:00

My freaking MPSIP is finally over!! Cheers. I very happy in the inside but seriously couldn't express it out from the outside. I'm super super shag lately, finally finding time to really sit down and relax, to even blog. I'm really tired from these few weeks of burning midnights and also from the sleepless nights that i had. I finally pass off through the hell period by merely being late once, time: 9.03. I've already got used to waking early, though really really tired but still fought the urge of going back to dreamland. I could now feel the deep dark rings under my eyelids. Why am i not sleeping now? Okie.. It takes some time to get use to if i wanted to sleep this "EARLY". Still as busy as ever, i put down almost everyday for work other than wed and fri whereby i'm teaching tuition on those days. Well, keeping myself busy might be better of for me. It keeps my mind off which i seriously meant "off". Haven't really been in contact with the outside world, my cliques of friends and my best friend. Okie.. I admit i'm feeling really guilty now. Got to find some time for gatherings together. I promise. Okie again, i'm really surrendering. I'm way too tired. Btw, today and currently Adam's birthday. So...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM!!!

PS: That's all, that's it. I have to really let it go and i think i really could manage it. I could finally smile and laugh wholeheartedly.. I'm being exaggerative? I do hope so.. But it's not. However, i could really put it back behind me now. Like almost totally!! Cheers!! I'm off!!

He talked to me.. Maybe called my name for the first time but i didnt hear it.. For my ear piece's in.

2009-08-31T08:46:00.004+08:00

I'm not working these few weeks.. There wasn't time slot that need me for the month. Thus i'm very very free for like 2, 3 weeks' weekends?? Hmm.. Been staying at home or going to supermarket with papa. Not that i'm filial.. Haha. More of my papa would pay for everything that i wanted. =P

Went shopping with my sis on sat. Shopped at t1 and pp. Realised the f3 shops at pp closed down. Even the kfc that we wanted to tabao home closed down for renovation. In the end, we travelled down to sing post to tabao.. Well, i had free unlimited bus rides.. I love concession!!

PS: Why is it that whenever i made up my mind to give up on something, co-incidents would happen as though telling me not to give up.. Why?? It will just make things more difficult, harder to give up.. (Maybe i'm thinking too much again..)

2009-08-17T08:42:00.002+08:00

Went Parkway Parade with my papa yesterday. My purpose was to print a few photos only but in the end after shopping, i managed to get a bag from me papa. I considerd for a long time to buy or not and in the end, i still bought it. It cost 60 plus. To the very broke me, it's very very ex.. But, it's a gift from my dad in the end. HaHaHa. LOVE HIM!! ><

I'm suppose to go out with my sis however, she ps me and went out with her friends in the end. =_=. But her friend bought me chocolate and it's one of my favourite type so you guys were forgiven. (Oh my gosh. It seems like i'm so easily bought by chocolates.. No way!!) Anyway, it wouldn't be that easy for the next time Ed!!!

I'm bored, I'm busy. I gave the next month days that i could work for my manager. Apparantly, I gave almost everyday. From my holiday onwards, other than wed and fri that i have tuition, i gave them as available working dates. Anyway, it's only for a month. I can't work as much for my oct holi..

PS: I need to get over i guess. Or should say there won't be any changes even if i don't.. I might as well move on...

2009-08-04T09:14:00.005+08:00

Once again, i'm lost. Lost in my thoughts, lost in my direction. Out of a sudden, it seems that someone messed up my schedule for life, erased my datas that i wrote for my celender and so on. Overall, i can't differentiate between what i should do and what i should not do.

Once again, i'm hurt. Hurt by the people close to me, hurt by people i consider important in my life. I don't even know what's the part that i'm wrong in. Wrong in expressing my feeling too much. I should hide them. I should not have shown. I should not have been myself. My fake self will be coming out again. A person that i don't even know of...

Will someone please find the unseen me?

Will someone just save me from this agony?

Will it be better if i just disregard everything?

Will it be better if i just dissolve away in thin air?

Will I feel better if i throw away unnecessary emotions?

Will I be able to let go of things and take into account of nothing-ness?

Will someone see me through me and find the real me?

PS: I need a break... Seriously need one...

He's avoiding me.

2009-08-04T08:57:00.002+08:00

He started to avoid me. How and why i don't really know. But most probably he found out in a way that i'm most unwilling for him to find out with. Sad? Quite. More of lost. I have been circling in my own world around him for way too long that now that i was forced to stop, i couldn't find my way anymore.

But can i comment that he's also a coward?? A coward who doesn't even dare or willing to face someone who like him. I mean i wouldn't bug you at all. I wouldn't even force you to accept anything or even force you to face me, talk to me. I wouldn't. You really don't have to avoid me. I will avoid you if that's what you really want..

PS: I don't feel sad.. Not to the verge that i will keep crying. I'm just lost and i need to find my way back or even find a new way...

I'm sick again. Great. My parents haven't been very understanding towards me in things. In my house, i seems to be someone quite invisible to an extent. Someone that could be not there unless needed. I'm not trying to complain anything. But it just seems that to them, i'm another person that i don't even know of myself. I don't like this thinking. I should stop.. Bye.

A week's posts

2009-07-29T10:17:00.005+08:00

Realised i havent been blogging for almost a week. Not that i don't have anything to blog about, but more of too many thought crammed in my mind that i don't even know what i could blog. Lol.

Firstly, last friday.. I don't know at all where all my emo-ness comes from. Probably due to the fact that i felt ignored by everyone. That's lame. But ya.. Slightly. Especially from my family. My very kind partner commented that i'm already 18, what else do i expect. Why not say that me myself don't even know why would i still get so affected when i'm already so used to this all along. FangQi jsut said that no matter what i'm still a girl. No matter how old i am i would still want to be cared for and not be ignored. Wahaha. anyway, this topic is getting really silly. I got over it but still slightly bothered by it only. =D

PS: My stupid partner finally realised who i like. So dumb. Even the girls in my class that wasn't even close to me knew without me intending to let them. Anyway, he started to disturb me a little. Thanks. That proves how much Jordan cares about WeiQi after knowing her for so long.. FangQi comment: Tell him that he's vey dumb!

Went to work on sat. I can see that i'm so hardworking. Though i'm really tired and shag, i still drag myself to work. My school friend asked "Aren't you tired? You have to clock in and out of school from 9am to 5.30pm daily, have to teach tuition every wednesday and friday and on your weekends, you still have to work! Where did you find time to rest from?" I'm dumbfolded. My mind go blank of what i could reply with. In the end i just replied that i don't often work on both days of my weekends. But still, i asked myself.. 'Why am i working so hard for??' I don't spend money much. I don't shop alot. Normally unless i see something that i really, really, REALLY like, i won't buy it at all. I'm just saving for my licence.. Working really really hard for it. Not that i really like driving or will have a car to drive afte ri got my licence, it's just that i wanna prove myself to my family. Just prove that i could rely on myself to do what i want or what my mum wants better than the rest could. I know it's lame and stupid but that's just want i feel like doing for now. But seriously speaking, i'm tired.. Really tired of some things.. But i couldn't change anything.. Not a thing at all...

On sun, it's my day off. I cut my hair as i can't stand it. The weather's so hot that i feel that my hair's that think to trap all the heat. Went shopping for groceries with my dad after my hair cut and received info from zihui and kwanhoe that it's zihui's grandmother's birthday and all is invited to go her house and hangout/play. It's near where i am thus i just went over when my dad and i finished buying everything we needed. I went over and as usual, all the gambling gangs already started playing mahjong. LOL. Expected. Well, we started another table not long after but it was a cute one. We sat on the floor and used a rectangular coffee table. That's cute. The people using the normal table and chair were playing very intensely that they were silent and quiet. Although both tables were playing the same amount of bet, those on the ground ones were playing very very noisily and high, extremely hyper. (And people, not that i'm at that table okie.. =_^ --> anyway, where ever there's weiqi, there's fun. =D Hehe.) Had quite alot of fun. Intending to win some pocket money back but didn't at all. Loss a buck in the end. That was sad! Accompanied babe for bus looping one big round so that we could chat. In the end, she persuded me to make up some mind again. Believe me.. She might even be on the verge of exploding.

Nothing much happened on Mon. Other than there's some serious traffic jam in the morning whereby the bus were taking like forever. I'm very lucky or should say smart that when i see my bus coming from the other side, i dash across the bridge and caught up with my bus and luckily escaped from the jam after a few stops. But, i reached school around 8.10 to 8.15.. So early.

I had a conclusion that day that guys don't like replying messages at all.

Reasons being:
1. Didn't see the message, after a long time than see it and decide it could be ignored already as the situation or thing's over already. (I know i always do this.)

2. They are inexperienced in messaging girls.

3. He's just not that into you. (I got this from the movie title.)

Guys like replying thing that are short and no link.

E.g. 'Ya.' 'lol' 'lol thanks'
1. He's not interested.

2. He don't know what to say. (Equals to inexperienced.)

Now i know the reasons for people getting angry at me for not replaying. But i did try my best to improve alot already. (I'm serious.) But i'm starting to get annoyed by people replying me with short simple messages especially a work and i super super HATE the word 'lol' now. It is sooo irritating!!!!! If that's all that you could reply, what you expect the other party to reply you with. And if the other party still could continue, that would be something considered as lame and annoying.

My irritating partner commented that unless the girl is super chio or with damn big boobs, he wouldn't reply or reply boringly to the girl. Thanks lot Jordan. (BTW, the above isnt meant for jordan at all. He's just one of them..)

That's it. Conclusion for guys: Why hold a phone when you can't even be bothered to reply properly. And for your info jordan, your phone wouldn't even ring the whole day. That's right. Just wait and expect other's to call only whn needed. That's so GUYS~~~ Argghh..

Nothing much happened on tues. Other than i'm forced to go home not long after i reach school by jordan to take my laptop to school as my school com's spoiled and it's hard for us to only survive with one com.

PS: I missed my bus that evening but i'm not sad or annoyed by it at all. Haha. =D

2009-07-23T08:52:00.002+08:00

Arghh!! I feel so angry! Okie fine. Not angry. More of dumb. I fell seriously asleep in bus for 2 days straight. Ytd i nearly miss my stop. Luckily some kind girl thinks that i might be from tp and try waking me up. Haha. Today, i woke up by myself but getting so used to having concession, i forget to tap when i alight. I feel the pain there. Lol.

There's practical lesson later. Scared!! Haha. Hope i wouldn't do dumb things. =D

2009-07-22T18:14:00.001+08:00

For the past 2 days, have been spending all my time in school at Cas's lab. Lol. Practically did nothing for my project. Haha. (Btw.. Jordan's on mc for 2 days again. That's why. =_=)

Stupid Cas when we were left alone on Monday.. She look funny here..

Boring Boring Boring..

TODAY, i just spend my time in my own lab trying to do my project but didn't do in the end. Lol.. Watched youtube videos in the end.

I'M SO INTO SUPER JUNIOR NOW!! Like their dance soooooooo much!!

Went to T1 for Frolic ice-cream after lunch and didn't wanted to move our butts as the music played by the shop's super nice and catchy.

Taken while we're making our way there.. She keep complianing about a small patch of rashes at her chin area. Please~~ I can't even see a thing la. LOL.

I'm having my driving lesson tomorrow. So scary~~ Pray hard not to 'pua any funny stuns..' Haha.

PS: The race's still going on.. But slowly.. =D

2009-07-20T08:47:00.010+08:00

Last week, i was given 2 days mc to rest. I went to doc on Thursday and got myself mc!! However, i woke late and since my mum wanted to eat lunch so she decide to accompany me there and went for work straight. When i'm at the clinic, the nurse asked what am i here for and i replied flu and cough. (Really mah..) Then she ask got fever, i replied not sure. And she just gave me a mask to wear and when i look around the quite pack clinic, i'm the only one that need to wear and people started 'siam-ing' me.. =/

My mum commented that i look funny like an alien and she took me pic. Haha. Can you even see if i'm smiling?? Good news is, i don't even remember if i did or not. LOL.. =P

Went home at around 3 plus pm and had to get ready to go out again as i meet my sis for movie at downtown. In the end, my first day was gone before i knew it.

On Friday, due to my mc, my dad was allowed to be at home as his company allows him 5 days mc leave per year to take care of sick family members. It was a weird day. I did not sleep early, thus expected myself to wake late. When i wake up, expecting the time to be around late afternoon. In the end, it was 9.30! I got shock a little but decide to go back to sleep. Sadly, my dad found out that i was awake. And he started bugging me to stop sleeping. Lie on my sis bed and chat, asking hell loads of questions. (Random ones.. He's just trying to stop me from sleeping anymore. =_=)

When my mum wake at around 10, my dad left and went back to his room. Quietly thing 'Ahh.. I could finally go back to sleep...' Just when i close my eyes, my mum came in. "Wahh only 10am ar?? Go change your clothes. Go out eat with us then i can go work. After that is up to the two of you." So, my official wake up time for Friday is 9.30 when it was my mc day and i got dragged out easily just like that!!

After my mum goes to work, followed my dad settle his bills, go ntuc income, bank, supermarket.. blah blah blah.. I reach home at 5 pm and he said " There.. From now till the night you could rest.." as i keep complaining. "Thanks. I have to teach tuition at 8.30 later." He just laugh and smile. *Rolling eyes.. There you go.. A wonderful day for me to rest.

On saturday, went to work. Finally realised my shop's name. Okie fine. I didn't know how to spell or should say not that sure. Haha. Will find out again next week. Anyway, my supervisor was named Cynthia. She kind, sweet, a super big fan for anything pink especially with hello kitty. But overall, she guided me and another new part-timer through all the training sessions. So, particularly on Saturday, she "practically" just throw the cashier to me. I know she meant well and wanted me to try.. But the system is just so hard to use and there's damn lot of things to remember!! I will panic at the sight of never ending queue!! So scary!! Especially when all the bills were no less than 50 and over hundreds. Just one wrong transaction will just suck off all my blood!! But she just ask me to take my time and don't panic. I just hope that they could hurry up and change a new system for the cashiering. But, Cythia just commented that "Oh well, just bear with it for this few weeks. Somehow, we've survived with this system for years!!!!!!" Crap. That means, i still have to learn and remember or DIE.........

Travelled down to JunHao's house for steamboat. Delicious!! But, somehow it's kind of boring. They were all watching the Harry Potter series 3 on channel 5 when that's a show that i'd watched over and over again for a million times. And somehow, before the steamboat even starts, the usual gambling gang started to set up the mahjong table and started playing!! *ROLL EYES

Thus, dinner was seperated to two different rounds. But the 1st round got to eat more good food and it's pretty obvious which round i'm in.. =P

Wow.. Two Hawt guys sitting beside me.. Look at the back. They can't be bothered to eat. Seriously, they are all gambling freaks..

This were already the second group of people playing. They just keep changing. The rest escaped the fate of being shown as gambling freaks.

The pretty ladies. I didn't have the rest of the nice pictures. They were in other better cams..

This two irritating fella trying to act as though they were couples. Oh please..

We were bored. So these were out of randomness.

Played usual BlackJack.. And i lose this time. So sad.. My 3 bucks flew away!! Sniff sniff.. =P

Went home at 11 plus and crashed cab with PohSiah and Wenn..

On Sunday, cycled to ECP to meet the rest for Fiona's birthday. It's not really celebrating. More like hanging out together. Got really pissed at first for the rest to not be on time.

We just mingled around mostly, chit chat and laugh.

Our act of lesbianism before the rest reach. Randomness..

Reach home around 9pm and i got to see my show. But i went back slightly earlier as i'm really forbidden to cycle at night especially from ECP.. Watched my show and drop dead infront of my tv. Woke up when it's like 1 plus am to off my com and get back on bed. I'm tired.

My Zi Lian pic of the day.

TaTa.

PS: I saw pictures of him and his friends. Not really sure why but there's a certain jealousy there. I'm just jealous for nothing. Crap.

SMRT trip 2

2009-07-15T17:04:00.003+08:00

I'M HOME!!! Bit early huh.. Went to smrt again to meet the staffs. It's kind of erm casual talk. Main purpose is to take some big file and discuss about the next animation clip. Well, we ended early. Actually, we could be earlier if it wasn't to waiting for some guy over there who was stuck at a meeting and couldn't appear. Anyway, our teacher gave us his chance of taking the cab and let us take it. So, i cabbed home. WAHAHAHA..

Main issue that happened to me.. I'M SICK!!! Like, AGAIN?! Haix. Sorethroat.. Flu.. Blocked nose.. Cough.. Everytime i cough, i feel like vomitting.. Aww.. I feel tired and sleepy. Got to go teach tuition later. Need to control my coughing times later. Haix..

PS: Somehow somewhat, i plucked up my courage and be more proactive a little. It's not really working out that well. It makes me somehow sad but not so much as i see that there's effort put in somewhere. However, i made up my mind to at least keep trying little by little. It might not be working out. But, i could control my feelings more now and wouldn't brood into things too much. =D Cheers.

A day full of running

2009-07-07T22:07:00.005+08:00

Just finish jogging.. Waiting for my body to rest and dry up before i go take my shower. Whoa!! The feeling's very very shiok. Though tiring of course. Well, this was a planned before hand thing so i've nothing to complain about. However, early this morning, though i was real early to leave my house, but seeing that there's 2 bus coming at the same time after 8 mins, i panicked and ran. When i reach the bus stop, there's only 1 min left till the bus come so lucky me. Took the 2nd one and though my bus trip, it was quiet as most people boarded the first i guess.

Around in the morning, before lunch time, i was slacking at Cas's lab. Someone called me and half expected that it was Jordan as he wanted to go home for Mahjong. Not to my surprise, it was really him.. However, he called not to tell me he's going back but just said "Eh.. Faster go bus stop!! I left my hard disk there!!" I just replied "huh?? Serious ar??" and before i realise, i already leave the lab and had started running. I ran to the usual main gate bus stop and i can't anything around and he called me again.. "You know which bus stop anot?? The second one leh.." Cursing and swearing and i gasp into the phone at him for not mentioning it sooner!! Thus, i ran all the way from the first bus stop to the other and asked him where he left it. I look around and ask the people there and they told me that the cleaner took it away. The only cleaner i see was somewhere in the school not far away so i ran back into the school and ask if he saw any black bag. He just tell me it's not him and is some cleaner from the outside. I asked where he is now and to some great help he told me it was a cleaner riding a bicycle and pointed to the direction of a third bus stop.

Thus, i started running again!! Before i reach the third bus stop, i finally saw a bicycle some where far away. I stopped to take a small break and walk fast instead. To my despair, the cleaner was boarding his bike and was riding away!! WTH.. I just can't bear to run so far and see the cleaner just went off. Thus i started to shout.. What i shout i didn't remember. But after some shouting and yelling, the cleaner stopped and realise someone was chasing him. When i reach him, i didn't even have the energy to speak but just pictured out the shape with my hand. He nod at me and took out Jordan's hard disk. FINALLY~~

JORDAN!! YOU OWE ME BIG TIME!!!!!!!

In the end i recovered it and that ass hole came back happily in a cab. *Rolling eyes.. Well, he said himself that he owe me some expensive lunch. Well, i deserved it. Slowly stroll back and not forgetting to relate the story to Cas and Denise. They commented that i'm too good and Jordan's not worth. Actually, half of me was thinking about the important things inside like our project. No matter what, it's a good thing that it's recovered. Just that i got very tired after which.

Had lunch at TM as it was raining heavily when we were walking over to the opposite. After our meal, we walked around and shopped for something for ShiYong's birthday. We bought a wallet from topman in the end. As Cas and Denise did not have any good record with the lab supervisor and technician, we decide to go back soon as early as we could. And i returned to my own lab to sleep and play game. Enjoying right?? BUT, tomorrow is the start of our project again as we received out new assignment. Aww... But i'm sure we will still find time for fun and leisure. =)

PS: Comfortable feeling. PS PS: Felt great after exercising. =D

Joke and Relaxing day..

2009-07-06T18:58:00.002+08:00

Realised i blog but keep never finish typing and save as drafts thus guess i posted 3 days straight of blog. LOL.. So here goes..

Time flies quite fast today. It seems that i didn't do much thing and the day is ending already. Overslept a little today and i missed the last bus that i could take that loops around and still be on time. Thus, i crossed the road like before but in the end, i couldn't board at least 2 buses. Realised that what i've been doing every morning, waking up slightly earlier was completely genius as it's the correct thing to do.

But, i still reach school on time.. =)

Did nothing much seriously, movies movies games games lunch lunch break break.. That's about it. Interesting huh. But there's some seriously fun things that happens. Like posting funny pics and tagging eveyone in for fun, etc.. Btw, Denise passed her Btt too so has Cas.. So FangQi!! Better buck up, don't be lazy!! Book and read the book if you really want to pass!! =D

PS: Wasn't expecting much but things got slightly complicated within me. Well, can see there's a 'trying hard' in between lor. So funny and cute. Anyway, realised i might be eating too much these few days. So, decide that since tomorrow there's nothing to do at all, i might as well go jogging. Hope i'll be able to drag my papa with me. (He needs exercise!!)

That's that. Tata~~

Chalet @ sentosa

2009-07-04T17:55:00.000+08:00

Cassandra accompanied me to the chalet!! Btw, guess i forgot to mention that the so call make friend chalet was this week instead of the last and i can't push it away. In the end, i still have to push away all my plans and tuition just to go. It turned out not bad.. Got to know my sister and brother's friends. Watch midnight ice age 3.. It's not bad, funny.. But i drop dead entirely at the ending. I couldn't take it!! But overall, i guess i caught most of the funny parts.

Was so tired when i reach home. Not only not enough sleep, drank a little too that's why the temptation of my bed is stronger. I took a nap for like 1 hour or 2 and have to drag myself up to complete my animation and render to send before the day ends.

PS: Overall isn't that bad. Had fun though. But i'm sure if it's a few years back, i would've enjoyed it more. This proves that "我比較成熟了". LOL. Just out of random-ness. =P

Fiona's chalet.

2009-07-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

Wanted to take mc for Friday but didn't in the end. When i reach the doc, they were out for lunch thus i don't even bother to wait and left. Still debating with myself whether to go Fiona's birthday celebration, decided that i should go home and change first. I board up the first bus i saw to go home. But, i missed the first bus stop due to messaging, half expecting the bus 32 to go straight to the 2nd bus stop near my house instead, it turned around a corner. What the hell!! I forgot that this bus wouldn't go straight. Cursing and swearing at my stupidity, i realised that the bus could go to Poh Siah's house and i might as well go over as the rest going to Fiona's chalet were all gathering there. Nearly lost my way AGAIN when i missed ANOTHER bus stop that i should alught but luckily, i remembered the street name and could walk from another bus stop. Amazing me huh. Lol..

Went over, played and little bit of card games, my luck wasn't that bad.. Had some chit-chatting session with the girls and realised that no matter how long i disappear or MIA from the clique, they will still be the same old clique that i could rely on and i could easily blend myself in again. With this thinking, it makes my cold heart feels warm though the night. I seriously love you guys!!! Though things might change sometimes but still, we're still together and will still be.

PS: Why do i have this stupid feeling that i might be irritating him or be too meddlesome at some stuffs. Whatever it is, i'm just trying to help. I don't wanna get hated for anything. I just can't stand anyone not at their usual self or sad and bothered about things. If it's me, fine, whatever,, I can't see or take note of it. But if it's other people, i just can't pretend i didn't see that something is wrong. Maybe i'm just too 'kpo'. Maybe i should change this meddlesome character. I guess some people would just prefer to be left alone. To think of it, i'm like that too..

BITCH SUPERVISOR

2009-07-01T11:05:00.004+08:00

I'm super bored now. Was watching prison break while waiting for my animation to render and there's this Bi*cH supervisor walk over and saw what we're doing. She walk over by my table and wait till i close my show before walking back to her student. Irritating!! She's at the lab beside mine now, probably talking to the head of the both labs. I hope she won't try to do anything funny and cause us trouble...

PS: I DON'T LIKE HER!!

Okie.. Today's really not a good day for project. Just when i finish complaining about the supervisor, a guy who came over to use the PC beside Jordan just switch off the main power of his PC 'accidentally' which affected Jordan's and my PC. The worse part is that the power supply that he switch off links up only 4 PCs and it stops exactly at me. The PCs of the guy beside me onwards were totally unaffected and they were not even there sitting in front of their coms. Our PCs just shut down instantly! FISH!! My animation is rendering halfway and i did not save any backups as it was an edited file!! Urgh!! Now i have to wait longer and re-edit again. The guy keep apologising and all that i could say was 'never mind'.. I mean what else can i say?? Scold him? Nah.. I'm not that kind. It's just my luck.. D=

I just reach home. I don't feel well.. =( Headache for a few days already. Keep feeling full when i'm already not eating as much as usual. Out of a sudden i will feel very warm all over my body, out of a sudden i'll be freezing in cold, suffocating as it's harder to breathe this few days. What the hell lor.. Wanted to go see doc tomorrow but i have my PR1!! And my timing is like 3 plus, thus even if i go home after that it's quite useless. Think i might go see doc on fri depending on my situation.

Btw, i got into the job that i went for the interview. For now it's training once a week, and a fewhours a day. I'll be slightly busier but i won't have to stress too much about my pocket if i spend a bit too much for that week if i have an extra job. ( I threw in too much money into my driving account.) Happy~~

Okie i will go eat dinner. Tata for now.

PS: It's a friendly conversation. =D

Malaysia trip

2009-06-28T19:17:00.002+08:00

Went in to Malaysia last night. It was a trip to eat!! I guess i might have gain at least 2 kg lor. I kept eating, eating, eating. FULL!!! Even till now i still feel the fullness. When going over, was jammed in a heavy traffic near the custom and was in car for at least 3 hours before we reach Malaysia!! I regretted not eating anything before heading there. D=

But anyway, i'm so tired!! Gonna sleep early today. Tata

Feeling crappy

2009-06-25T20:03:00.003+08:00

Okie.. I don't feel that well at all. I feel like crap. My friends who hang out with me the whole day commented that i just look like half dead. I wanted to go home early originally. But i don't think others' could clock out for me as there's a scary technician sitting right beside the clock out machine, very particular about us having the temperature scanned stickers, our attire and other minor things and will even check our card sometimes to check if we're not clocking out for others'.. Oh great! How i wish i could just ignore like other people could. I got no choice but to stay in school, half-dead, and i slept for like 2 or 3 hours in my lab with Cas and Denise sitting right beside me enjoying their game and movie. They were so paranoid when i said i feel sick and keep asking me to walk through the temperature scanning area to check if i'm alright and free from H!N!. Lucky for me, by the time i walk past, my temperature had already drop. I just feel cold the whole day and feels super giddy.. Other than that, i'm totally fine.

PS: I fell asleep again once i reach home and i'm still super tired. The problem is, i've to drag myself to tuition about now. Great! *_*

Made up my mind

2009-06-23T18:19:00.008+08:00

I just reached home not long ago and here i am blogging. Not feeling anything nor it's that something happened. Just simply feel like blogging.

Let me start from yesterday..

Jordan was absent again. He had 2days mc so readily that i was left alone. Cas and Denise were really great in keeping me entertained as usual. We had damn lots of fun. I was suppose to be feeling upset due to the 'Early in the morning incident--thanks to my stupid big mouth.. But it's over and i guess i got forgiven.'. However FangQi really cheered me up by sensing my unusual-ness. After which, i'm fine and cheerful again. Thanks babe.

Back to Cas and Denise, the 3 of us went over to Cas house for lunch and we ended up cam whoring the whole day that we forgot totally about the time. When we finally realise, it's already 3.45pm. Omg. We spend 3 hours plus and time really flies past fast when you are having fun. In the end, we reach school around 4.30pm and we went over my lab to watch videos and not long later it's 5.30pm already. Pretty amazing huh. That's how i spend a day completely.

I wasn't really feeling that well. Reason: i'm not sure. Maybe it's that my existence got completely ignored by him twice. That's kinda lame but, i just had that uncomfortable feeling. Like that a bag of air suffocating in my insides, around my chest and throat area. It doesn't make me moody nor i feel good about it. I just feel like thrashing things out, vent everything out without any anger within. That's weird. It's the 1st time i had this kind of feeling. Thus, again i called FangQi and she just allow me to blabber on and on and on about all the things that's going on my mind. She says it's common as i keep feeling as though there's something wrong with myself. As though feeling-less. Hmm. But i got over it after a nice nap. (I slept with my contacts again and it hurts when i wake.)

When i wake, i start chatting with Babe and she really persuaded me into making a first move which i'm so afraid of. It really make sense all the time. I just didn't want to spoil the little bit of distance in between that i finally got hold of. I hate this fear. It's just so not me. The daring WeiQi didn't dare to face up with relationship. But she's really a great help. We just had our "you think i will this.. you think i got that.." conversations and we reassured our self by looking deep into our self with our clearest mirror. Does it sound complicated? But to me i understand what i typing pretty well and i guess Babe will think the way as well. Really thanks lots once again. I feel so much better everything. Love ya. <3

Recieved a super super bad news about this friday that forces me to cancel out all my plans!! It goes like that. My cousin had this long distace relationship and he's coming over. (He's a ang moh!!) My cousin booked two superior rooms at Costa Sands Resort this friday. My brother, sister and i were asked to bring our friends over. The main thing was that this boyfriend of hers have a son. And we're suppose to mingle and make friend with him, make him see 'How good Asians people are and can be.' Isn't that lame?? I seriously don't see the point. I could have been enjoying myself at Malaysia with babe. Spending my night in a way that i prefer more instead of at such a weird place doing weird stuffs that i don't like. Why is there a need for me to entertain a guy that i don't know? I'm pretty sure that in the end, i will have to entertain him as my age gap is like the nearest to him as compared to my siblings. He is 18. OMG. Why am i even involved. I could really make good use of my time!! I mean, it's not as though i like this cousin of mine. I'm just giving face as she's an older sister and the only reason was the my siblings were involved and it's not as though they ask for it too. Haix. As i'm on the phone with babe at that time, i forced her to join me. I'm asking my poly friends tomorrow but whether they were free or not, at least there's still babe by my side accompanying me.

Anyway, regarding today..

I made a slight first move by messaging him asking him to come sit with me at the back as there's a seat beside me. It's just normal conversation. But we kept it carrying on. I really really tried my best and when we stop, i just hope and wish deep down that he's mine, someone that i could rely on. I want the trip to keep going on without stopping. But i know clearly that there will be stop for everything. Thus, as for my happy little moment, it lasted till i reached school.

During breakfast, it was still fine and we said hi and everything. What seems to went wrong or i'm thinking way too much again was after lunch. I just feel that it was not the same him from morning. Guys had mood swings too maybe.

But, anyway, while Cas is explaining about this Friday's staffs to Denise, i'm so sure he and his group of friends overheard and the last thing i remembered clearly that came out of my mouth was " I really don't feel good about it and i die also don't want to entertain that ang moh.. I mean why do i have to entertain him??" Great!!! =_= Haix..

Adam joined us for lunch today too. We just chit chatted and laugh together. There seems to be a lot of laughter (not knowing since when) whenever Cas, Denise and I were together.

Time flies fast today as well and all that we did after lunch were to play with facebook, watch youtube videos and that's about it.

I was amazed for my speed at clocking out today. I reached the bus stop at around 5.35pm and that was really fast considering me going to a few different places. When i reach the bus stop, as usual, my eyes would scan around. But, he's so not there at his usual would appear at place unless i missed my bus. When my bus came like 5 mins later, i saw him. He was there at the bus stop. Just that he's not at a place that i could see him. My as usual think to much stupid brain start running 'Is he avoiding me??'. Haix...

However, i was completely surprised that i didn't feel sad at all. I'm tired. But not a sign of moodiness emerge at all. I just feel normal...

I finally realise that i had really made up my mind. I would really really want to try to make my first move. I really want to at least try. I had known this long ago deep down. I don't want to have any regrets at all. I always know. Just that i'm afraid to fall. I calmed myself down and seriously thought of what i really want.

I had the answer. To make the very first move and keep trying. Even if i fail, i tried and will not regret myself for trying. If i failed, it's okie. I will want to stand up from where i fall. I didn't loss anything. I am still me. I guess i've stood at the starting point for too long a time. It's time that i make a move.

Looking back, out of a sudden, i realised. The real me was gone. Where is that crazy hyper-active girl that was always cheerful and positive for everything. She's gone. I don't really know what changed me but i made up my mind to find her back. It does sounds weird doesn't it?? Haha..

To JA: I completely don't know who you are nor can't i guess how i know you or who you are. However, the story really affected my thinking. I broods about it sometimes. And i made up my mind. I don't want to be like Leaf. Neither do i want tree to regret. As i believe Leaf will regret it too. It's just so pathetic to think this way.

To you or your friends whom might be reading my blog occasionally..

Especially for you.. Did you realise how long i've been looking at your back? Did you realise how much effort and courage i need to pluck up when i catch up upon you, trying to start up something between us that could interest you? Did you know how much you could affect me? Just your courteous smile, or a single sentence, or the small little action affects me. Did you know that there's alot of times whereby i was in a damn emo, damn foul mood, but just because of your little joke or caring-ness hidden within change my mood completely for the rest of the day. There's also a few occasions that i completely turn emo just because i'm not seen in front of you, completely ignored by you. Did you realise that you never catch up with people? It's always me chasing at the back. I do sense it sometimes that you're just faking. I have feelings too you know.. Since when did your existence become that much of importance to me. Maybe i'm being one-sided, or i'm thinking too much but i a girl. And i believe that sometimes my sixth sense really tells me things. But if, IF i'm wrong, thinking too much, could you please stopped giving me false hope, stop making my mind full of you, or even affect me so much. It might be my fault for sinking in so much. But, i'll try. Really. I just need you to be truthful. Not only to me, but to yourself too.

And to whoever that's reading my blog, i'm not ashamed of anything. Little bit embarrassed at admitting though.

PS: Some who knows might think he's not worth me sinking in that deep. But i did. I don't even want to care about what people thinks. It just the way i am. I trust and believe in my feelings were real. I'm quite sure that we could be really happy and we suits one another. I always had this feeling that you kept a barrier from yourself with others. I really hope that the one who could open up your heart is me. You might not have the confidence and courage for things, i'm willing to try. So, would you at the very least be truthful to yourself?

I might fall and be afraid of it.. But i'm not afraid of standing up again and i will.

2009-06-19T22:57:00.001+08:00

Subject selection was today. My sister whack me to wake up and went back to sleep. Thanks. I tried logging in and it was expected that the web was jammed up. I waited for more than 2 hours but still got stuck at the same pages. In the end, my sister even wake up already and i still hasn't submit my subject selection. She tried by using her PC and we succeeded logging in in the end.

Here's my choices..
1st: Internetworking (My networking's not bad.. So i choose things that i can cope with.)

2nd: Advance animation (I didn't want this at first. But the very idea of one less exam is tempting and as to what i know, lots of my class people wanted that so ya..)

3rd: Mobile com. (Zu tell me she got assured by her CP that it's 50 percent theory and 50 percent calculation so i chose it.)

4th: Multimedia network (I's one of my first few choice at first but they heard it's 70 percent theory and 30 percent calculations. I hate memorising things.)

5th: Wireless technology. (It's programming.. And i sucked at it. ANd the very thinking that i might be taught by my own CP. Erm.. I chose not to take up the risk.)

Fingers crossed that i could be in the same class as my current class. But i know that i shouldn't put my hopes high..

So ya. After selecting, i went out with my sis as she complained that i ps her yesterday. We went to Orchard again and watched another movie. She kept wanting to watch 'Drag me to hell for weeks and nobody wanted to watch with her. In the end. I gave in. It was a stupid show that made me scream till my throat hurts when i leave the cinema. I screamed mostly not because there's alot of scary scenes. But i screamed mostly out of disgusting-ness!!!! Eeeew.. Simply grossed out. It's so disgusting! The old woman in it. Please.. If anyone wants to watched it, don't watch when you just finish your meals. Sadly, i did. Haha.

Ate at a jap - korean shop at the basement of cineleisure. It's again, super nice and cheap!! When we reach home at night, my sister say she got craving for it already when we only just ate it during lunch time. So, she's treating me to it the next time we're going out. Yeah!!

It's really nice!! Should go try it. Budget food.

She's so gonna kill me for putting her picture. Haha.

We didn't shop much and the dress that she eyed for were out of stock at both place we went. Too bad. We each bought a Tee at stitch and a bought another white shirt. Thus, at the end of the day, she's sulking as she didn't get what she wanted. We have to end early as i had to go teach tuition today and that made her even more pissed. Haha.

Saw this on my way to tuition. It looked nice and meaningful. "Love and Think". Hmm..

PS: School's starting soon.. Looking forward to it. =) I hope i could still be in the same class as most of my classmates!!!!! Seriously wishing....

Out with Cas and Denise

2009-06-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

Meet up with Cassandra and Denise originally thinking there will be lots of people.. But overall, we had lots of fun. First, we met up at Simei for lunch. The food were simply great and cheap. But, i forgot the shop name. =P

I didn't realise that the food looks that gross in pictures. But they really really taste nice.

I ate this. Sauce: Creamy mango--> Yummy!! Main ingredient: Mushroom. Top-up: Prawns and Salmon. Super nice!!!!!!

This was Denise's pasta. Sauce: Red and White. Main ingredient: Chicken sausage. Top-up: Sliced beef and i forgot. =P She said it's nice but i didn't try. She attempted to feed me. I didn't want to try Denise and Cas's pasta as they had beef in it.

Cassandra's pasta looked ummmm.. Lol. Sauce: Black pepper. Main ingredient: Mushroom. Top-up: minced beef and i forgot. =P Didn't try it too. But she commented it's nice.

We travelled to Orchard and the trip from city hall towards town is embarassing and funny.

She start leaning against the pole in funny posture and with a stupid face.

Afterwhich, Cas joined in..

They were making so much noise. And before the train reach somerset, both of them were debating Loudly with one another which stop to alight and in the end, denise got dragged out of the train. When we got out, she just stand by the door saying Loudly 'I want to take the train!!' I don't want to move!' Aiyo~ It's was damn funny la. She wanted to alight at Orchard and dimply refuse to walk. Cas and i just ignore and drag her up the escalator. They were simply hilarious. Lol..

Zuraida and Shi yong didnt come over to meet us in the end as their stupid team leader gave them more things to do at the last minute. =_= They make me feel super slack for not doing anything at all thoughout the term break.

We watched terminator salvation. Not a bad show.. But i didn'tcatch much things at the starting for not watching the previous terminators.

We were the last to leave the cinema. The seat beside me were empty all along and it was a couple seat. I simply enjoyed and make full use of the comfortness. =P Hehe.

We shopped around and had a super late dinner at subway. We were like almost their last customer and we tried out best to eat fast. We were still eating when the staffs start doing their closing. They were like playing random songs and while we were still eating, there was this song keep going on with 'it's closing time blah blah blah..' It's kind of funny. Like they purposely play that song to chase us away. Not as though we will know if it's real.. We just hurriedly finish our food and left. Well, i'm not a fan of subway at all but i enjoyed my meal. It's wasn't as bad as i thought or it tasted better than what i ate the first time i ate it.

PS: Having a girls day out only was quite fun. But lots of craps, bullshit-ing and funny things. =D

2009-06-15T22:36:00.003+08:00

Realise i haven't been blogging since holiday.. Nothing much, go out movie, shop and slag at home(Mostly). I watch to watch Monster vs Aliens.. But no one can watch with me. Either they watched already or not interested. =( Whoever wants or can watch with me please tell me!!

Celebrated Mum's birthday last week. Had loads of fun. But, i ate too much again i guess. (I don't want to grow fatter still after holiday!!)

Went dinner celebration with my aunties and cousins -- there's only 3 family here. Ate lots of crabs. Yummy~~

Then we had balloon fight in the car. Erm.. Only the 3 of us were taken in the picture. (Mostly we were playing.) My other cousins insist that they have grown out of the age of playing. We made lots of noise in the car!!

Random. But nice!!

My hair's messy due to the fight. Wahaha.. (They keep hitting my head....)

This is a super super nice cheese cake!!! I wouldn't get sick of it lo. Just keep eating eating eating. Super YUM YUM!!!!!!

I went shopping with my parents. And bought lots of presents~~ Not only my mum's. I got a new pillow. It's call 'space pillow'. It's super comfy!! Mum and sis had one too.. I had great nights with it. It's GSS sale. So my parents just 'buy' things. It's her birthday. So she got lots of presents from my dad too.

We took turns to take picture. So whoever's missing is the camera man/lady.

My brother took this.

I took this.

My sister took this and insist that she take it best and complains that my brother and i had lousy camera skill..

My interview result: My friend's sister called and i'm sub-listed. Cheers. I have to plan out my timings and inform her as soon as possible for training and actual working dates. For now, i guess i found another job. =D

Sub-com camp 2

2009-06-08T19:34:00.002+08:00

Friday

Directly after school, even before after school, i was dragged over to the sub-com camp by people calling my phone and coming to my lab. I was quite unwilling to at first. (I wanted to go home.) We sat at the engine concourse for ice breaking games and it was so embarassing for me as my lab was there and every one who walked out knows me, saw me straight and i have to wave. Normally, i'll be ks and camp downstairs with them chatting.

I got over the unwilling-ness soon enough after ice-breaking. My group was totally hilarious that they keep me entertained fully. We walked over kfc for dinner and my group was already very well bonded. (Must see who's leading them right.. =P)

Well, games session and i don't understand why the group that i take MUST run. Having no choice but to run too. The worse part is that all their barangs barangs start to be in my hands and i have to hug them and run!! I must look stupid. Had fun through the games, heard that my group did quite well. Nice one!

Had fun. Afterwhich, i forgot what we did only had a late night, slept only at about 3 .

Saturday

Kind of tired. I forgot that i have to wake my group the next day but most of them got up way before me. =P After everyone gather, having short of a few and i have to go back and find them. When i open their room door, a bunch of good buddys were all inside sitting and chatting. 2 was from my group. I wanted to go in but 1 of them tell me someone's changing clothes. I waited and ask them why the rest can't leave first but they just laugh. Feeling something's amiss, i walk inside to the direction that they were all staring at and i was stunned there and start laughing. I finally realise that the one of them bought a mini hair straightener and they were queuing up for their turn to use it. Aiyo. Then the other group's GL came over and i ask them to go in and see, they had the same reaction. It was super funny. They were more vain than girls. (*Rolling my eyes.)

We have to play games under the scorching sun. So hot. And my skin was red and painful at the end of the day. My group won the 1st empire of the camp. Yeah. (Must see who's leading them right..) Lol.

Sunday

Went to PP with my sis, mainly for lunch and printing of photographs for my mum. In the end, i spend around 30 plus in a day, less then 2 hours. Went back early, watch anime till night time. I guess i fall asleep infront of my tv again and missed out dinner due to too much junk food ate. Lol.

Monday

Went to Orchard for interview at my friend's sister shop. Did almost nothing much but sleep once i reach home. Just woke up. So, while waiting for dinner i'm blogging. Have to head back to school tomorrow and on Wednesday for the workshop called 'Up your service'. Feel so un-willing to go but i paid 20.50 for it. Have to report by 9. (THough it's term break, it's still almost like mp-sip. Why 9 of all timings? =/ )

Subject selection's coming up and i don't know what to choose. Guess my class will have to split again. Haix.. That's it for now.

illuma

2009-06-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

I did a very embarrassing thing. I remembered the wrong place of meeting. Though i'm like earlier than the time we meet, i stupidly went to the wrong place! That's the problem with telling me dates and venue early. Prople should like book me in advance and only inform me of details a day or two before. Otherwise, i will just forget or remember wrongly!! Embarrassment.

I reached city hall happily that i'm early and both of us reached at almost the same time with only a few mins apart. So, she messaged me saying "I wait for you outside gardian". I walked over and she's not there. I loiter outside gardian, trying hard to find her. In the end, i got pissed and thought she hide somewhere and replied her "Did i go to the wrong place or what. I didn't see you anywhere.". She called.. "You're at bugis right? I didn't see you. Where are you?"

OMG!! I was there yelling to the phone aren't we going over to suntec. And after she mentioned that we agreed to have dinner at illuma, i remembered. I wasted a stupid trip lo. Feel so dump and irritated with my self. But i'm more like laughing at myself. So dumb! It's the joke of the day.

Dessert after dinner was super great. Felt super sinful again. (Again, i'm posting images tomorrow.)
Had a great chat. Now i agree with my sis that illuma is a great place to chit chat with your friend.

PS: I shouldn't think so much and negative about things. Maybe i should be more selfish for my own sake. (I'm just saying.)

Mum's nagging

2009-06-03T22:40:00.007+08:00

I just came back from tuition. My mum's nagging again. It was totally fine when i left the house. I don't even know the cause of it, i don't even want to ask. I'll be finding my own trouble. I hate it when she like to drag every single person in the family into the picture when she's scolding someone. I don't understand at all why she likes to compare others' with us so much. She just keep going on and on and on. Why can't she understand what she expects is way too overboarding?? She combines all the good in others and just condemn and criticize us till like we're like worthless and nothing as compared to other people's kid. I hate it when she does this.
She just makes everyone in the family unhappy. That's all that she does when she is at home, nagging, screaming and shouting about everything that's within her range. Haix.. I can't even remember peace in my family anymore.

Meeting FangQi tomorrow, maybe to Suntec for dinner. I just want to go outside to relax before coming back home. I rather think i need that. Hahaha....

PS: I know i should stay strong. But sometimes, it's hard when people who are in the same boat as you ignores you completely. Well, big surprise~~

Hardworking day

2009-06-02T21:32:00.002+08:00

I posted the pictures!! Yeah. I kept my promise. Should be able to post them earlier however, my plan was disturbed by Cas and Denise disturbing me in my lab. Before lunch, Adam came over to so-call take movie from jordan and my hard disk. Irritating and noisy! Finally he left. Around 3 plus, Cas and Denise came over. OMG. But we manage to complete another animation and left rendering to do. We sent him too but our teacher including us didn't feel that it was a good job done at all. Well, i admit. We played a fool this whole week. Mr Oen was there:"In 10 days only like that??" Lol.. He knew we slacked through. He didn't say much. But he still expects us to do our stuffs though. Okie. I'll be a little bit more hardworking. =P (More on saying part only.. Hehe.)

School pc really sucks. The rendering there was super slow. I rendered for near 2 hours and only 30 plus frames completed out of 234 frames. OMG.. SLow slow!! In the end, i decide to bring home to render. Meanwhile, my c4d's rendering.. Slow.. But better than in school. At home, i only rendered for 1 hour and it reaches 90 plus frames already. Whoo~~!! Fast.. Haha.

But i'm super tired!! I want to doze off already. Zzz. This must be due to the weather. Hot and stuffy and sleepy. Haha. Continuing with my work. Stopping here.

Super super fun trip home

2009-06-01T18:19:00.006+08:00

Okie. Went over to Cas house for lunch, Pasta attempt II. The four of us Wrecked havoc in the kitchen. Outcome: I find it better than Pasta attempt I but Jordan prefers Pasta attempt I better. This was Denise's first try so she don't know which is better. The looks of this round wasn't that nice looking. (Better than previous. =P) I forgot whether i post the pics for Pasta attempt I but i would post this time's pictures. Okie. I just feel like blogging now. So maybe i will upload the images tomorrow. (Okie Okie~!! I promise i'll post them tomorrow when i'm in lab. I would have free time by then. 0)

My pasta.

Jordan's pasta. See the diff?? Mine has lesser oil and salt. Fine. Doesn't look as appealing too. Hey. I tossed his pasta too. Why look so different. Hmm.. Humph~!!

The so call bread pizza. Not bad to eat and is easy to make. At first cas was like keep asking her mum or should say forcing her mum to say that the previous night's attempt taste delicious and nice when we're making it. However, Cas mum replied: "It's not too bad. We ate and we survived through though.". Cas -->"HEY!!" LOL. Joke of the day.

Today's kind of busy. Jordan and i were actually 'chiong-ing' our log book and project out as we both agreed that we delayed too much. However, our teacher went home early. As to what i hear through our blurrish conversation, he had some neck pain problem. Will confirm it tomorrow when i see him. So, 7 weeks worth of log book left unsigned again. We left one thing to finalise and render thus, we didn't send the SMRT staff our animation too. Another thing left undone as to be expected.

Home trip today was joyous. First at the bus stop, Jordan was lying to me that he force his girlfriend to appear before his bus comes if not he's not sending her home. I was like ' What??? You're such a mean boyfriend! I thought she had lesson until 6?! I don't understand what eyes Jiamin have for you lor.. So on.. So forth..'

After that, he started smirking and say she arrived and i turn around realising that she was there all along. Both laughing. Stupid, irritating bastard. Then after 3 mins of chat, my bus came!! Jordan prayed for it to be full but it was empty. YiPeee~~

My trip back was so funny. Not stating the details.. WAhahaha.. =P Cooking dinner so that i can go tuition with a full stomach later. Tata.

PS: Super happy trip back. Totally makes my day. Hehe. (o^_^o)

Mini clean up

2009-05-31T16:00:00.004+08:00

Woke up early today at around 8.50am. Feel super refreshed. Had a sense of achievement that i packed my area just now. Wakakaka. Plus, i hand-washed my dirty bags and smelly shoe. Feel so tired now.. My hands are sore already. But still feel glad. I'm super super super bored now, not knowing what i can do. Hmmm.. Stupid sister. Wake up late, should be slept super enough but still keep giving black face. Hmm. Don't understand at all. Unable to disturb her in case of finding trouble, i guess i'll just have to go disturb my daddy then. Lol. Hehe. ^_^

PS: And btw, sometimes, i blog but didn't have time to complete it, i would just save it as draft and only post it when i have the time. So don't feel weird if you see the previous day/s post suddenly appearing. You could look back sometimes too to see if you miss out any parts of the posts. (Especially for those dumby ones--Fangqi. Wahaha. LOL..)

Overnight ecp celebration for fangqi

2009-05-30T09:42:00.007+08:00

I just came back from the ecp bbq and i'm blogging while waiting for my hair to dry. It was quite fun hanging around with this bunch of stupid monkeys. I mean, we know each other well enough that not much explaination is needed for some things. Woolala. Didn't eat much. I went over abit too late (after tuition) Simple bday song and the weather start to be a little unstable. Those about to rain but not raining cold strong wind weather. After all the food and drinking, we went into a pavillion and started playing crap games. This is most probably the funniest time of 21 we played. We're in a kind of big group and all were on for card games and almost all wanted to play with $$ so we all joined in. Play somewhat small small and i guess i win back the bbq money and the breezer money. Yipeeee!!

Her delicious cake. But i was too full to finish it.

After which, those staying overnight people (me included.) played stupid games and we started to use the cards to find out about relationship. Learned how to do it so that i can play that often. It was so accurate for mine that i find out about. It was also accurate for those that we tried. Using the skill to let people play with it as i guess most people would be interested in this too.

Okie. My result for me and him!! Haix haix haix. =P (Not that bad though. Just not that to my liking too.) Not writing what the result means here. Wahaha. If you people who reads my blog want to give it a try, bring a deck of poker to me and ask if i could spare 5mins of my time. It's really quite accurate to what i see.

Oh. Before my sis went out just now, we tried it's accuracy. For her, the first method was like crap and useless (for me i think that is just something to let people be happy about.) but the second one is super accurate. She wanted to keep 'playing' but she's in a hurry to go for tuition. Thus, we're continuing it later at night. Wahaha. I confirm she got addicted to it.

Okie. I guess i'm going to go sleep first. My dad's bring me to food expo later. Yeah~~ Yum yum. Should be able to expect posts about food for the next. Wakakaka. Maybe could meet some friends there. Good nights. (o^_^o)

8:45 pm..
Just came back from food expo. Super squeezy. Feel so dumb now to think that maybe could meet some friends. So impossible. It's too crowded there. But feel so happy that once i see something i want to eat just buy and eat it straight. Packet some things home and bought a certain amount of tidbits. (Wahahahaha.. =P) I feel so full now. Though i slept and wake around near 6, i still feel super tired. So sleeping soon. Nights.

The week's post

2009-05-29T15:17:00.005+08:00

Okie. I realised it's been a week since i blogged. Let me roughly blog something out of boredom now.

Monday- To jordan, it's our monday blues. So, we didn't start on our project at all but slacked. I spend my whole day at Cassandra and Denise lab, playing facebook and so on. It's quite fun looking at all the stupid questions and answer together. Went home 'on-time' but wasn't in a very good mood as i started emo-ing about this and that.

PS: I realise we're kind of different in some ways. I feel kind of guilty for laughing when he tells me he wants to cherish every moment with his family. Sorry. I guess i laughed more to myself that i always wanted to cherish but i didn't have any choice to choose from or be able to. (I'll still continue to try though) I cooked dinner that day. But only i was at home to eat a meal for the whole family. Went to tuition, cheered up a little that when i reach home, the dishes that i cook were gone.

Tuesday- Nothing special. School start to catch people wearing shorts, 3/4s or berms. At start, everyone was thinking why we could wear skirt but not shorts? Will it save our legs by doing that? But in the end, i realised that it was for the formality and neatness. =_= My whole wardrobe was full of shorts!! I miss them..!!!!

PS: By the way, i wore skirts that day and was lucky to escape a warning letter. I realise that i should be less concerned about little details and be more like me. In that way, maybe i would be noticed more. Should be trying to wear skirts through the week.

Wednesday- I tried a new method to go school. Wake around 15mins earlier, take the bus 15 without crossing the bridge, let it loop around at marine parade and to school. It was so much better! I'd seats through the whole trip. Cool! But that day was special. There seems to be not much people taking bus thus, bus reached early at 8.20. Lol.

PS: I didn't know my timing was so accurate. I always thought the bus i take will make me late. But outcome: It was the bus that i always want to take but miss.

Thursday- Was super fun to see people board bus like some army of ants from the bus point of view. Lol. Mean. But true. Didn't know how it feels like up till now. Went sugar loaf for lunch. Not that nice. But the desserts were super awesome. (I've sweet tooth) I find the desserts quite nice and cheap. But the food-- Erm.. Ya you know, fish's abit dry, speg's abit hard and so on... Super lazy to post pictures so if please go see my facebook for those. (Maybe i'll post them when i have the time to) Went to celebrated mum's chinese bday, fangqi's early a day bday and sis graduation day. Went to eat outside. So nice and full. Walked over to play the swing with her and sit there to chat until some time late before walking her to her bus stop. Went back home and dropped died almost immediately.

PS: The bus i took back seems to have some problem and keep ceasing it's engine a few times. It was quite funny that no one dared to talk when the engine dies away. But still, i reached home safely and on time for the celebrations.

Friday- Met my pri school friend whom i don't even know his name and chatted through the trip about nothing much than school school school. School was super boring today!! Okie. I got 'niam' by jordan for not doing what i said i'll do but outcome, he didn't do his too. (*roll eyes)

My hunches for things were normally quite accurate only when i think things in a opposite way, meaning to contradict my own thinking by 'It's impossible, it's impossible' then the thing will become possible. Isn't it somewhat like the people who live upstairs playing a fool with my thinking? Hmm. (Okie. This is just some random stuff.)

After lunch, went over to find jiamin. (jordan's girlfriend) They were at the sports hall playing badminton and i played for a while. It was so difficult to play wearing skirt. I couldn't catch much drop ball as i'll 'chow geng' thus just play some hitting the shuttle with a racket with jiamin's friend. After which, rush back and continue with project.

Going over to ECP later for BBQ. So that's it for the mo. =)

PS: I didn't know what happen but he seems to be in a rush or look abit angry and left almost in a hassle when it's still early. I don't really know what guys are thinking anyway and i hate the feeling of not knowing things. However, it's not something of a range that i can meddle or complain with.

That's about it. Continuing night's post again. (I admit i blog the whole week's worth of posts is due to boredom.)

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I got the shock of my life!!

2009-05-24T22:07:00.005+08:00

Went out shopping with Jie.. Met so many familiar faces in one day!

Went to parkway after helping my dad with lunch, CURRY!!! Yummy~~

But went to parkway and ate pastamania. (LOl) and found out that the pasta card i had have 15% discount!! Not so bad.

Met my bestie's ex ex ex boyfriend(not a good guy) and found out i don't really have the mood to say hi but he keep staring at me. Hello~ I'm not an alien. Outcome i ignored and maybe showed some bad face un-intentionally. Opps..

Walked around, shopped, and i thought i met some guy i know but my sis contradicted me by saying i saw the wrong person. Well, i saw the person close up and my sis was right. I saw the wrong person. I didn't know that guy at all.

Again, while i was looking at some ear ring, i saw from far (at around best denki) someone that look very much like derrick. My sis contradict me again by saying that i keep having illusions today. But, i met the real him outside Levis and got the shock of my life. It was so stupid!! I was like : WAaaAAaaAAAAA~~~ 你嚇到我!! (I'm sorry.. I prefer 'fan ti' words than 'jian ti')
It was super embarassing. I got shocked by seeing him close up, not expecting to see someone i know to be right in front of me. My stupid sis just keep laughing from aside. Exchanged some small introduction (my parents.. my sis.. ) and we left. I was still pretty embarrassed for getting shocked and maybe shock them too for my stupid reaction. (o*_*o)

After which, the skirt that my sister like and want to buy was out of stock at PP and only available at T1, so we travelled down to Tampines. Realised how long bus 15 is even though it's not a peak hour. Seriously reconsidering my plan of looping bus 15 from my house.

Shopped at Tmall. Met hardworking grace, larleen and yessy studying at starbucks. Looking at them, i just think of how i even manage to clear my exams. Even if i study outside, i will eventually side track and lose concentration. Hmm..

At the same place, some guy called my name and ask if i remembered him. Stunned for awhile before realising he's 'hiak tao' (okie.. I didn't know how to spell his name but the pronuanciation should be correct.) Why did i stun? My sis asked me how i know him, after thinking for a long time, i don't know how!! It started from secondary. We were never in the same class before. Well, it's the past and no matter how i think, i wouldn't know. Chat for a little while, he went into jc.. So good.

Anyway, shopped for a few nice clothes. Yeah~~ Went home for Curry. Super nice!! But perspired all over. Whoo! Shiok~ =P

That's about it. Slept late due to full stomach. Hehe..

PS: Super happy!! Lalalalalalalalalala.. Hehe. ^^

Jordan and LQ bbq

2009-05-23T23:58:00.005+08:00

Friday

Jordan's bbq day, shared with some people and bought a puma belt for him. So not worth it. He keep complaining about why buy him a xray belt when he have so many belt already. Idiot!! =_=''

Abit sian abit fun. His friend teck heng is the joke of the day. And this time, my all time speciality crab meat failed due to too cheappo a brand crab meat bought.

Jordan's stupid bimbotic not so close girl friends were super irritating!! They came late, complain about everything on earth, did nothing when packing up and still dare to request for seperate celebration with the rest due to the un-friendly-ness with the rest of the people. I mean if they at least do something we wouldn't be that un-friendly right. They just sit and stare. Who don't know how.. But anyway, the so call VIP and his gf's standing on our side. (We discussed it after eveything-->It's super obvious of who's right who's wrong.) Btw, i gave them enough face by still smile at them without saying anything and that's my greatest tolerance. =)

Saturday

Watched midnight 'Night at the museum 2' with everyone that night and it was super funny to see those that drank to be awake and those that didn't drink to be asleep. Why?? (There must be something wrong with the alcohols.) Critics: Not as nice as i expect it to be after the first.
Took cab home and slept.

A long long list of movie tickets. One whole row!! Wahaha..

Woke up at around 4 pm!! Start to prepare to go back to the same place again for LQ's 21st birthday chalet.

Reach at around 6 plus, walked to the wrong chalet. I walked in to downtown chalet then i realised why the numberings of it were all 4 digit ones when LQ's only 2 digits. (I didn't drop in a dollar as the entrace were without any staffs when i wanted to get in.)

In the end, i figured out myself that it was costa sand resort. So smart of me. In the end, other that LQ's gf and friends and relatives, i'm like the so call earliest one among all. Turned out, all our club people that he invited, at least 10 of them went into downtown chalet and donated a dollar to it. I feel so smart after hearing that. Or should say i'm lucky~~

His cake was super big!! I want to have my own 21st birthday chalet too!!

It was humongous la.

But so nice.

He look really dumb holding on to the balloons. But who knows, that might be his last chance to hold them. LOl..

I don't know when i took this.

WAHAHAHAHA!! Eugene look really really dumb like that. Just posting for fun!!

The people from the opposite chalet start to throw their birthday boy into the pool, we saw and follow suit. Exchanged birthday song with them and ran as the security came after. And poor LQ received a warning from 1 for being thrown in. Aww..

More and more people start to come and the place is super crowded. The 4 graduates from before came!! Well, they change regardless of dressings or topics. =/
Didn't really have much fun myself. (Felt some gap in between) And her yu was so sensitive that he found out. Still as caring as usual. Thanks for the concern, i'm fine.

Went home at about 10 plus and reach home before 12. Can't really believe it myself. (I went home early!!)

That's about it. Tata..

PS: Nothing much.. i don't like this at all. Out of a sudden, randomly, i felt left out. Lame!! =/
Haha ha..

he msged me!!

2009-05-21T16:48:00.006+08:00

I'm pretty pretty bored now. Doing nothing.. Ok, not doing nothing. Blogging with Cassandra's pc, sitting in her lab. Why am i here?? Well, Denise and Cassandra have the urge to watch 'so you think you can dance??'. So why aren't they in their own lab?? Well, Cassandra's pc seems to have some damaged sound system which she cannot listen to anything at all. (The pc's trying to keep quiet for her. =P) Although Denise's pc had to ability to produce sound but it can't play any videos at all. Thus, they tried to find some way out by going up to my lab to watch it. So smart of them.

I got bored witht the show. Not because i don't like dance variety show, but i'm just very tired that i can't keep staring at something with only two ear piece for 2 and it's like we're pathetically sharing and well, i just got bored with silent movements so, i moved down to at least have a pc to do something.

Ok. What happened today, am i late?? Nah, i was way to early..!!! I reached school around 8.15 like that. Sooo early..!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

After school, rush down to woodlands to meet babe and her dad to celebrate her dad's b'day~~ Had a sumptuous dinner!! Sing a simple song for him, slack for some time at her house and went back. Reached home around 11 plus.. Tired~~ Getting into bed!! Ciaos..

PS: Star light star bright. Please make my small wish come true.. =) edited at 12.12am

I fell on my knees

2009-05-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

I've done the stupidiest thing ever today! Why do i bother to rush at all. I missed about 5 buses after changing 2. And in the end, i still got into a bus 15 from kaki bukit bus stop. My bus reached tp first bus stop at around 8.57, and poor me have to start running as fast as i could across the bridge.

When i reach the bottom, a somewhat big sized girl stop abruptly in front of me and i bang onto her and 'rebounded' a few steps back. Well, i'm about to be LATE!! So, i continue to run but i didn't see a 'curb' on the floor, kicked it straight and tripped over, kneeling down..

It was super embarassing!! The bus stop were like quite full and almost everyone saw me. Well, i left like 2 mins.. Thus, i pick myself up and start dashing again, with the freaking hell pain.

It was like the first time i fell down since years ago. Embarassing~~

Sended the rendered avi file to the smrt staffs. Waiting for the reply. Our supervisor scolded the both of us 'no manners' for acknowledging the guy's name straight when he is older than us. Jordan's reply: "Aiya cher.. He's a young adult. Never mind wan la.."

Went to teach tuition. He got full marks for his spelling!! Yeah.. My small effort paid off. Wahaha..

Pretty tired.. Goodnight.

PS: The sky's clear from stars. The weather's hot and stuffy. I wanna sleeep.

My leg hurts. Both knees have scratched scars and they hurt when in touch with water especially. They have scars now. D=

Mens!

2009-05-18T18:26:00.003+08:00

I super super super hate this day of each month. I feel so uncomfortable. My stomach pain like hell.. Having super bad cramps. Crap. Pain!!

I endured it the whole day though.

Question: Do you ever think of being a guy??
Answer: Whenever i'm having my menses..

Practically did nothing today. Well, what do you expect me to do anything when i'm not feel well and all, keep debating with myself whether by standing or sitting makes me feel better.

Skipped meeting today. Well, don't blame me.. =P The reason's partly because i know all about the meeting and the camp details already.. Partly also because of my cramps..

It's not exactly because i don't want to miss my bus ok?? Stupid LQ. =_= (you are not forgiven yet! --You should know what you're not forgiven for.)

PS: Why only girls need to suffer. Super un-fairness. (Guys who don't put themselves in our shoe suck--> Btw, i'm not pin pointing anyone at all.. Just a quotation. Haha.)

Say no to truth or dare

2009-05-17T19:12:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, i went to dohby to meet my club members for a camp meeting. Sitted at Xin Wang for quite long, but in the end, everything was settled.

We bought midnight ticket for the ramen girl and waste our time slacking, hanging around, playing lame games till the time is up.

New declaration.. I hate the stupid game called truth or dare or even truth game and i will never ever play that stupid game anymore!!! Find myself so dumb for even starting the game.

Critics for the ramen girl. Not too bad, not as romantic as i expect and not as nice too. One good thing though. I understand most of the things without really reading the sub. =)

Went home super late by clashing cab with yessy and davin.

Woke late this afternoon. Went super market with dad and i think the store of food we have now is ready and prepared for the war to come now.

Felt super lazy to even start to animate out something that we that we supposedly need to send to the smrt staff tomorrow. Haix..

PS: Dumb.. Stupid.. Idiot.. Had a bad dream. But it isn't uncommon at all. Lol..

D bus day

2009-05-14T23:58:00.001+08:00

Time: 4.52pm
It's super super boring now. It's almost clock out time but not yet clock out time. *Rolling eyes* "Grrr" There's like 3 female teachers in my lab now which means, i can't commit to my 'usual mischiefs'. Hehe.. (o^_^o)
They are here since after lunch time!! Oh my~ *Rolling eyes* *Rolling eyes* *Rolling eyes*

Signed up for a workshop that i need to pay for which supposedly allows me to be able to find a job in future. Chosen the date to be 9th and 10th June which means, two more days of my term break's gone. *Rolling eyes* Haix...

There's still more things coming up. Some not comfirm yet. Updating soon.

As i'm super bored, went down to queue up early. (Abit kia su..) But, i'm tired of missing my bus and have to wait till near 6 before boarding a super packed one. I might as well go downstairs early so as to catch my bus and can reach home at 6, if lucky - with seats!!

In the end, i did not miss my bus. Wahahahahaha. Happy~~

WuFeng messaged me to go watch movie wiith him. Original plan with to ask piggy along. But after hearing that i'm free today due to her ps-ing me, we just agree to meet up around 7 plus. Went home first before leaving to meet. I am not late this time. Haha.

Took mrt to meet him and this was like the first time i took mrt after i started doing my project. Well, it's a good chance for me to take the pictures that i need. So, i just uses my phone to take whatever i see that i missed out for my animation. Oh my, super embarassing. Finally realise what Mr Oen (my supervisor) told me when he took some pictures for us. He says he's like a terrorist taking pictures of the interior, planning where to put his b**b.. Lol. It's not that extreme for me. I just feel like i'm a kid that never took mrt before. But, i'm just glad about what i did because i found out i missed so many details for my animation.

Went to dohby, bought tickets and shopped around. He keep telling me about what ring he wanted to buy for his gf. Gee thanks man. That's like the most suitable thing to say about to someone single!! Lol.

Passed by some shop like inQ box but not, whole shop were all cute things and all. Saw this bear bear keychain that looks really really cute. Comes in two colours - pink and white (Gosh! my fav colour), $6.50 each. It had words writen on it. Something with what love you whatsoever. Don't remember. But it's super cute! Wanted it soooo soooo soooo soooo much. But as the time for the movie is starting and we need the toilet, i just walked away. Regret sooooo mmuch for not buying it when i'm in the theatre. Need to go back some time to go buy. Really really love bears and that key chain's super cute!!

Watched x-man wolverine. Not bad. Realise some things that i didn't know about x-man originally. Cyclops' still as handsome and wolverine's just hot. Kind of sad that the wayne become some experiment XI in the end. Kind of like him as his cool at start.

Show finish at 11.30, dashed all the way to mrt for last train. I HATE my new ez-link card. There's like $2.66 left and i can't tap in. Flashed 'please top up your card'. IRRITATING!! Especially when i'm in a hurry. Have to top $10 first. Finally, catch the train to marina bay and change at city hall. And i just nice, caught up with the last train back. Pheeow~~ Super tired and shag. Original plan was to do animation. In the end, fell asleep while reading my bedtime story. That's that. Tata.

PS: Today's kind of special.. Hehe.. (o^_^o) Not because i go out with someone who keep telling me of his lovey dovey stories. (No complains there)

Mood: Jubilant!! Wahahaha. =P

8.59.26

2009-05-13T22:33:00.002+08:00

I'm Lucky today! Clock in at 8.59.26. Pheeeow~~

However, no matter bus 15 this morning, bus 8 while i change bus and bus 15 when going home, i missed at least 1 of each today. Haha!! Not late for school nor tuition. So no complain.

I forgot to print papers for my stud again!! But still, i found ways to teach him without. So smart. =P Anyway, off to do my project. Tata.

PS: Spending time like free.

I admit

2009-05-11T20:09:00.007+08:00

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!

I admit that i i broke down this morning in lab when i reach about 15mins earlier and i found myself alone in the big empty lab. I start thinking and brooding about things that happened and after controlling my emotion since last night, my way to school, the trip on the bus, i seriously broke down. I admit that i hate the neighbour sitting 2 chairs away from me for reaching school on time, spotting me crying. At least he got the sense to avoid and left immediately after dropping his bag.

I admit that when someone ask me why i'm so sad today i lied that nothing's wrong or i just yawned as i can't be bothered to explain or should say i don't know how.

I admit that i fake smile, laughter to everyone i talked today including my friends even though deep down i don't feel like it and is feeling extremely low and sad.

I admit that whenever i reach home daily in the evening i felt lonely when there's no one at home until dinner time. I don't feel like switching on the lights even though i don't like the dark as i hate to pretend that i'm not the only one at home. I rather act as though there's no one. It makes me feel better. What's more, i don't find a need to on that many lights when i'm the only one at home.

My sis asked me to call my mum to ask on her as she have to teach tuition and my mum called her complaining about her feeling low.

I admit that i felt angry, sad and hurt when i called my mum and ask whether she's alright and the only reply i had was that she's busy and wasn't free to be on the phone and hung up, not bothering to even call back. I mean why? I hate it when people do this to me. It's not like i get to see you daily. You only come back at around 1 or 2 plus am daily and normally i will be asleep. I even stayed awake till late night so that i can have the chance to even talk to you about something but normally you just seems totally uninterested. I don't blame you for working late or even being tired. I also know you are angry and sad too. But at least some little gesture or a warming smile or even the tiniest joke will do. Even i'm 18, i might need them too. Just to let me feel a little that i'm still connected with you will do, instead of just missing each other daily. Is it that difficult to show concern?

Shit! I feel that i'm like a mummy's girl complaining about lack of love. But, i just don't want the history to repeat that i just refuse to go home early, reaching home only around midnight so that i can just go to bed avoiding everyone. And what did i do daily? Just loitering around till the time is up. Well, i've grown up and wouldn't be that childish anymore. Forget it. I guess ignoring everything including my own feeling will be better and easier for me. I just need to pretend and that's all. I don't like this thinking at all. But do i have a choice? I guess the answer's NO!

PS: I'm so not like myself.. Wahahahahaha. I can't seems to laugh at all. I feel that i'm so fake!!
Oh well.. Big deal!!

Worse Sunday

2009-05-10T21:24:00.003+08:00

Haix.. Today is the worse day ever.. Although it's a ph, got woke up by the 'songa' downstairs. Here i am, minding my own business, doing my project, some auntie neighbours came over and play mahjong. Today's suppose to be Mother's day, even though we celebrated with my real aunties (mum sisters) yesterday, today suppose to be the actual day.. But, when my mum came home, she's not happy with what she saw and dragged my sis and i along with one of my auntie and cousins to go eat outside. And when we went home, haix.. whatever.. stopping here.

PS: I don't even want to care about anything anymore. Whatever. And if people want to avoid things, go ahead. I don't even want to care. It's just mean some cowardly act to me.

Not in a good mood at all.

ECP chit chatting

2009-05-07T23:20:00.004+08:00

ECP is still the best-est place ever for me.. My forever fav! Haha. Went over there with piggy and totally, relaxing-ly chatted to our heart's content. Wahahaha. Felt so much better when i'm by the beach, listening to the sound of the wind and the sea.

Jordan's sick today and went back before lunch. It's even more boring without him nagging beside, complaining about this and that. Lol. (Hope he's just having a normal cold.)

Tried my best to do continue my project, tried to do the outside of mrt train as jordan completed the interior. Tried my very best but was stuck some where for sooo long that i decide to give up in the end and pass it on to the sick. =P

My teacher told me today that smrt gave us a schedule to meet their requirements weekly. So, that means cannot slack too much already. =_=" Haix.

PS:Boring day..

I made smrt door

2009-05-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

Pretty bored today.. The day seems to pass quite slowly today. (LQ agrees to it too!)

Finally started on my project. Did a door! Lol. My teacher came by yesterday telling us that he would like to see what we have done and he wants to sign our log book all on friday. There's still some time but we hope to do more to cover up for the 2 weeks plus we wasted. Haha.

Went to teach tuition just now, realise that he likes books like 'henny penny'. Decide to slowly introduce Enid Blyton to him. Taught him how to do heart shape with straws so that he can give it to his mum on sat. In the end, he still don't really know how to do it but requested more straws for the next lesson. (Need to go some place steal some straws for him.. Lol.. =P)

Btw, he did all the homework i gave and wee pretty well done. Kind of happy.. Lol.
That's about it. Tata..

PS: The moon is bright and there's not much stars..

Emo-ing

2009-05-05T11:24:00.002+08:00

I don't know what happened to me. However, i'm really really in a foul mood today. I don't even feel like smiling at all. Kind of emo too. I feel like reliefing myself but i can't seems to be able to do it. I wanna go to the beach.. So that i can be able to turn back to my old self. I don't even know what i'm thinking or typing. Forget it. Stopping here. Tata.

Shopped at 5 diff places

2009-05-02T22:21:00.005+08:00

Always wanted to change my blog skin but wa too lazy to do the job and finally, A New Blog Skin~!!! Yiiipeee~~~~ Looks much more nicer, a black theme that i always wanted and it's as simple as me. Edited some of the wordings, font sizes and colour myself.. Feel kind of pround for it. (Never edit too much la. Hehe. But is something.) Unable to add in music as i think my blog have problem for imeem as no matter what link i put, my music will end up playing 30sec only, sometimes from the start, something the ending. Never a full song anymore. I wonder why.. Added in a poem.. Hope he could see. =P

Well, I realised that there are a lot of people whom i know reads my blog!! It's a happy thing for me.. However, please leave a tag for me.. I would reply you people you know.. Don't read already and ask me questions related to my post. You should know who you are. (Not only one person) All are welcome to tag. Let me know some comments of my posts too. =) Btw, if you want me to link you, leave your link for me as well.. As you can see, my friends' corner is kind of pathetic. Haha

Went out with my sis, to let's see.. 5 different malls!! As, some place have what i want, some place have what she wants..

Bought an Everlast shoe, not very special but i seriously need new shoe as i have to wear it every single day for my attachment is in lab!! Couldnt help it. But it was simple and kind of nice. Not really what i wanted but it's something to last till i really finds one that i really like. Lalala.

Ate at Kenny Rogers

Well, we started eating than i decide to post about this. Maccoroni & cheese. Not that bad, super thick Nacho cheese.. However, it is super super sinful and i got so sick of it after awhile. Outcome my sis loves cheese so... ...

Bought the pink perfume.. The bottle is so cute. A heart shape with a ribbon tied on it. I like the smell (so nice and sweet, as i liked) and the name of it. It's called Fairy Wish.. So magical.
The blue one is named piece of peace.. Smelled kind of oceanie.. But too mature a perfume for me. Haha.. Super love it!!

Ps: My hunch didnt come true.. However, always looking forward for miracle to happen!!

First lesson for tuition

2009-05-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

I took up a a student this week and today was my first lesson. He's a primary 1 student, quite cute but his attention spend abit short. I have to teach him 3 subjects. All i have to do is go through his spellings, go through test papers and also read him story books!! His chi is quite strong, so i don't have to go through so much for it. He lives near at Eunos so i just have to walk over. Tata.

2009-04-29T20:13:00.002+08:00

It is super embarassing this morning. Chase the bus from across the road, ran all the way while climbing the bridge but, i still miss the bus. When i reach the bus stop, the bus was starting to drive off already. It stopped for awhile while waiting for the chance to move out from the bus stop. All these time, i was flagging for the bus like hell but the bus uncle didn't seems to notice me. SO embarassing. In the end, the bus just drive off without me!! ARGH!! I confirm he is on board. I so hope that he didn't see!! @#$%^&%#@%*^*%$%W$#@# But, i manage to change bus at bedok reservoir thus, i'm not late.

My supervisor brought Jordan and I to the deport of SMRT at Bishan. We meet up with him at around 1 and we took a cab to bishan planning to have our lunch there. Well, when our teacher keep asking us what we wanted for lunch, jordan started with asking whether is it his treat anot and our teacher just replied: "Well, ok! I will pay for it. Where you guys want to eat?"

And so, we look around. We keep joking around saying we will go to the most expensive restaurant and he just smile and say it's fine. So good!! Well, as we didn't decide after some time so he ask whether we want pizza hut anot. We're abit sick of it so we just keep walking and we saw ding tai feng. Our teacher don't mind eating that but we saw a queue outside. He seems to hate queuing up so we went to the restaurant beside which is wan tai, a hong kong cafe. It's kind of pack and the only seats available are without a back for people to lean back. And our teacher just commented that he doesn't like seats without those. When we were given the menu, it was just chinese words without pictures. I can read them but i prefer ordering food when there's picture for me to take a look at. In the end, i just ask my teacher whether he want to go over to din tai feng anot as the queue is not there anymore. I guess he's not quite happy with the place too thus he just replied: "Really? That's good to hear. Let's go over."

We just walked into the restaurant without waiting and we took our time to order food. First is the Xiao long bao. We wanted to order a small one as we were quite shy.. He just say there's 3 ofus so order the big ones as jordan is still growing up and each of us ordered a bowl of noodle. He still keep asking us whether we want the ones with crab in it which is additional 5 or 6 bucks. We were just shy so we say no need. The xiao long bao came first. And after we finish the 10 xiao long bao he just ask us whether it's nice anot. Of course we replied yes and he just say: "Very nice hor. Hen hao chi. Let's order another one then." We talked about overseas trip and so on and our teacher's son is super lucky! Haha.

It's about the time that we are suppose to meet up eith the mrt staffs however our teacher just ask us to take our time. We finished our food with full stomach and i say that the bill was 50 over!! OMG.. Jordan and I feel so shy after that. Lol.

We took cab to the SMRT deport from bishan junction 8 as my teacher commented that the weather's too hot. We went in a took a very good look at the interiors, their company in whole, their offices where my teacher signed contract at, and the place where their mechanics do the interiors of the trains, see samples of what we're suppose to do. Well, it's not as tough as what i had in mind so i kind of slightly relieved about it.

The place where they so call park the trains.

Walking on the rail tracks with is normally impossible at mrt stations as those who walked on those will eventually end up dead.

The controls where mrt driver drives.

The factory there. It's super big.

So, after the tour, we took shuttle bus back to bishan station and we went back separately at around 4.30 as our teacher applied for the both of us to be excused for not needing to clock out for the day. So GOOD!! I so love my supervisor. Reached home at exactly 5.30, the time that i suppose to clock out.

PS: Didn't get the chance to see him at all today. So depressing. Haix..~~

First week of MP-SIP

2009-04-25T19:57:00.002+08:00

I'm sick since the first day of school. Having high fever for the first 2 days but i bear with the sickness and i'm getting slightly better, but slowly losing my voice. Well, it's been a week since my MP-SIP. It is super boring. Let's see what i do daily. Watch videos - Britains got talent.. Bolts.. Movies.. Jordan - CSI.. Everyday reach school, slack in level 2 lab. Then return to own lab watch movies till 10.15, go buy bao and eat. Go club room play poker till lunch, go outside eat, slack till around 1 to 2. Then we go back to lab watch show and movies again. Go for break again at 3.15 and slack some more till 4 plus head back to lab and find things to do till 5.30.. Such 'wonderful' plan to spend a day!!! Actually, we still do not know what we have to do for our project so, that's currently what we do daily. Still, chasing my bus in the morning can be quite a tiring job. But i managed well for the past week for not being late even though sometimes i missed my bus.

PS: I want to see him more!! lol. (o^_^o)

Help out SENs club for night walk

2009-04-13T19:53:00.001+08:00

Although i'm still having my holi, went back to school for meeting, early celebration for Kaihoe's birthday and also help out SENs club for their camp's night walk.

So, we had a super long meeting which lasted about 4hrs!! Super long. But in between we have our mini cake cutting and cream war for our president. I took pictures for the cake cutting. However, i did not take pics of the cream war as i'm involved so, no hands for it.

KaiHoe birthday

The guys..

This is more charming..

Somewhat candid.

Haix.. It's nice but blur..

My face is hidden..

Cheese~~

Davin and Joel posing for my cap. Style okie..

When i'm bored, i do this. =P

This is so nice.. But can see that LQ dun take such pictures often..

After the meeting, some of us proceed to the classrooms used for the night walk and helped out with the preparations like covering all the lights with newspaper. Some rooms were super scary!! And they put face paint on some of the 'ghosts'. I'm one of them but i'm a crying ghost. So i'm suppose to cover my face. (Lucky!)

WeiXun with his stupid paper hat. He says he's cool and will always look handsome.. ...... LOLx..

Making up in process.. My god.. No way they are touching my face with that..

Manage to ask two of them to let me take.. Can you imagine them in dark scary rooms??

After the whole thing, went back to clubroom to sleep over for the night. Ate mac for supper and breakfast.. So sick of it. Return home to sleep!!

PS: it's school without you..

FTT

2009-04-08T18:55:00.000+08:00

What have i been doing for the past days of my holidays?? Hmm.. Slacking around daily, Drama, Anime, Drama, Anime, eat & sleep. A perfect pig's life. LOL!!

Anyway, had a good news that i passed my FTT today!! That saves all my trouble of worrying bout it even after my MP starts. Still have around 2 more weeks before hell starts for me. Thus, trying to fully utilize my holi. Tata.

Camp at KOREF

2009-03-18T10:11:00.004+08:00

Just went back from my camp at Kahang Koref Malaysia. It was super tiring, but i've a feeling of satisfaction and i made some new friends.

Day 1

I walked from my house to the new MJR. So sickening!! If only it moved earlier, i could have walked to school everyday and finally get the chance of those who have school super near whom doesn't need to wake early for travelling. UrggH!! Anyway, at first i was super noob. Afraid that i would get lost and be late, i trail behind some juniors and tagged along till i reach MJR. Abit stupid but efficient. I reach school on time.

Then the other instrutors gathered at the canteen and start to learn about our bus allocation and the group instructors, blah blah blah. I was assigned as a group instructor and a bus IC of 3F, a last express class just like i'm in last time. So, i hope we could get along well. Thus, being as blur as i can be, i'm quite lost at start. Met some familiar MJR teachers. Miss them soo much. Hugged with Ms Yvonne Tan. She's not following her class as we are going Malaysia and she have a baby to look after. Aww. While we were still at the parade square settling stuffs, Mdm Ernie who pass by me to say something through the mic out of a sudden grab me and say 'Eh! aren't you from MJR too?' and she smack my ass. OH my. I'm wondering how could teacher's mind be so good that they could remember most students face!! Well, i know i'm quite not a good student, but to remember me even though she never teach me before, it's something! (But i'm not glad that i'mthat popular as i don't remember people and names that well. )

Board the bus with tohwee, john and david my partner. David and i were first timers thus we leave most the things to brief them about to them. Anyway, Mr Lim who say his a formal DM (I thought he's always a DM) was with our bus. So, there isn't any crowd control to talk about actually. Pass through both customs swiftly, though the last to leave but not the last to reach.

The manjusrians were told to pitch their tents, learned that they went obs the previous year, thus they pitch their tents super fast. The time taken for Manjusri to finish pitchong all their tents were 15 mins. We had lunch first and gether and from now on, it rained heavily which blurs vision which forces us to hold the activities from going on. The manjusrian were super cut-off sprit. And some intructors still forces them to behave and complain about their behaviour. Just think. You come for a camp happily expecting to have fun with activities and so on but out of a sudden it rain. It's so turn-off. Who would still want to listen.

Gathered them all, had a talk by toh wee and geovenn for them to understand the rice cultivation as they have lots of worksheets to fill in with. Decide to seperate the classes for them to have campfire prep and we group instructors control. It was a mess. The noice of the rain were to loud to overcome. It lasted sometime and when the rain start to lighten, we decide to ask them wear their ponchos and continue with all activities. This lasted till dinner. Then they continue with their night walk.I followed in and the first time you wal in it was kind of creepy.

After which, around midnight where the activities that day reach an end, they have to go back to their tents to sleep. Poor manjusrians, their clothes and bags and tents were soaking wet. My group keep complaining to me that they don't have any dry clothes to wear. Anyway, the instructors had a debrief and the first tim in the toilet was... The toilet is a place which gathers the insects. They didn't disturb us though. The water was super duper Cold. It takes time to get use to it. Went to canteen to list to azad and dom's crap and bull, decide that i couldn't take it anymore thus lie and my bed and drift away.

The above was what i typed directly when i return from camp. However, due to laziness, i didnt continue on.. =P

Gathering for BB

2009-03-08T01:11:00.005+08:00

Met up with my fellow club peeps. Went to cineleisure. Not a day with very nice weather. Rained cats and dogs halfway when i was rushing over. Wear nice nice and got wet. (Just a bit.. Lucky i brought umbrella.) Watched coming soon with them. So jealous that i didn't have a boyfriend to hug when watching horror. Kind of scary however there's funny scenes.

Went over to bugis for steamboat. Quite expensive for the varieties wasn't that much. However, it was comfortable and we enjoyed it alot. Tried to make the graduates cry but we failed this time. Took lots of pictures with our handphones (No one remembered to bring camera. I left mine charging at home D= ).

After that, around 11 plus, walk over to some haji lane place see people smoke (sishar?). The others wanted to try but decide not in the end as the girls wasn't that interested. Laugh the hell out thanks to my two bodyguards for entertaining me.

Went to Mac back at bugis to jalan jalan. Also laugh the hell out as we took turns saying lame jokes and stupid Q&As.. End up needing to go home after 12 plus. Luckily there's still a last bus for me to go back. My dad came to the bus stop to fetch me through the dark alley from the back of my house area. Slightly miss those times whereby there will always have people to walk me back home. lol. jus thinking too much.

PS: The clouds were forming up in the sky. Half covering the moon like those nights where bad things would happen. Nothing bad happened though. Miss you.

Photo updating time..
Photos time!! See till your hearts' content..

Guys while waiting for the movie tickets to be bought.

Note: I look fat here.. Is my shirts that's fluffy okie.. And i'm not the shortest.. I bended down..

Females cam-whoring..

waiting waiting waiting..

Twist..

All those in black.. My god.. Like black society outing..

The others' that's not in black.

Everyone in!!

While waiting for the show timing, the guys were hanging around, bullying the younger ones.. tsk tsk tsk..

The girls in circle.

That's my hand!! All of our tickets..

Dinner time: Steamboat!

The girls..

The guys. Not all are in the pic.

HerYu's appreciation card.

YiYuan's appreciation card.

JiaHui's appreciation card.

Gerry's appreciation card.

These were all the club member's hardwork.. Come back often guys..

The people eating forfeit. There'sstill davin. But we forgot to take his pic..

My Solo pic with everyone.

YiYuan

Joel

HerYu

LQ

Larleen

Mon (HerYu like so cheery.. And Eugene look kind of dumb..)

Yessy

WeiXun

Davin

KaiHoe

JiaHui

Gerry

Eugene (why is LQ inside)

OMG!! Suddenly realise.. I forgot about grace!! Sorry girl.. Next time will remember to take with ya okie.. =P I think it's because you are busy helping gerry take pictures. Haha.

Abit dark.. But still can see..

Okie.. That's all for the pics..

First trip to koref

2009-03-06T22:49:00.003+08:00

Went over to koref campsite that i'm suppose to spend my whole of next week at. Looked around, recky recky.. Not too bad.. They have beds provided for instructors. Cool. Took some pictures. But i'm too lazy to post currently. Will be posting them when i come back and have the time.

By the way, for the whole of next week, i'm suppose to go to M'sia to be instructor for 2 school's sec 3 level camp, Manjusri (my fellow juniors) and Victoria (boys school-cool!!).

On my way over there(super long), slept through the journey. Listen through all my 500 over songs throughout the whole trip. (This proves the time for travelling)

Went back to their head quaters and had a small and short meeting about our roles and etc. Went back around 9 plus.

PS: The stars tonight were super nice. They were countless and though it wasn't full moon, the moon was super bright too. Hope that you look up the sky too and shared the same feelings i had by looking up the starry sky.

A bad day which turns to a good day

2009-03-05T19:40:00.003+08:00

I failed my stupid FTT.. So sad and depressing lo. Was kindof confident however, the result prove me wrong. Anyway, wasn't really prepared for it either. I was too tired on that day too. Keep dozing off while waiting for my test time. Applied for my PDL (while waiting) topped my account with money so as to be abe to book lessons online(sick off having to wait for Q number).

During my test, out of a sudden while checking answer halfway through, i had the urge to press end test. Did it and regret immediately. Got no choice and no other option thus slowly make my way to the ubi bus stop and waited for 15. Got a 21 bus ticket and made my wish(Hope it will come true soon). Met him in the bus halfway through!! My god. Of all days of our holidays, off all timings and the possibility that i change the meeting venue with fangqi also the timing that i press end date and stroll over to the bus stop depressingly, i met him!! It was super shocking. I was looking like crap as i thought i will just go over to take my test and go home rest first before meeting her. Haix. But the fact that we met, it really really makes my day and threw all of my bad thoughts and emo-ness away! Hehx..

Went to ecp to stroll and throw all my sadness into my favourite sea, i felt so much better. Thank you fangqi for the meaningful suggestions. Seriously thinking about it and will make those thinkings into action. Don't worry. =)

Super shag thus sleeping early. Heading towards koref early in the morning next day. tata.

PS: Really really misses him and was super glad that we met. Hate the me for being so weak when it comes to relationship. I will become stronger. Just you wait. =DDD

Dairy farm headquaters

2009-02-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

Woke early again and went to nature dairy farm for meeting for the camp. Turn out to be so draggy and somewhat useless. Was treated as though this was my first outdoor camp. Quite a number f guys in total, just hope that everything would turn alright for the camp. Slightly looking forward to it as i'm paid for having fun. Have to go back on friday and head towards the campsite to have a rough idea of what it was like. When the draggy meeting finally ended, it rained. Took cab to ps and shop around abit and train home. Totally shag and drained. Slept almost immediately and woke in the middle and eat my so call 'dinner'. Read bedtime story slightly and slept again.

I flunged again

2009-02-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally over. Saw hell from how i fair for my papers. Hope i don't go into hell when i receive my results and gpa for this semester. Saw truth and everything else too. Turn out - i might seriously flung.

Went to watch Marley and me with Jordan, Eric, Adam & Cassandra. Not bad a show. Quite funny and touching. I teared abit at the back and was disturbed by jordan for that.

The group of us went strolling along pasir ris park a little chit chatting bout this and that and somewhat remeniance of cas's funny past.

Went home around late night. Was totally exhausted when i reach home yesterday.

Woke up early and went swimming with piggy. Well, swim around 12 laps. Completely having muscle ache after that. Went shopping with my sis, got quite a number of nice apparels and watched He's just not that into you. It was a very nice show. Should go watch.

PS: I want to stop missing him. He was just not that into me. My chance just didn't come by and we seems to just miss one another. I should at least allow my brain some break time. I really do hate you you know... ...

My study week

2009-02-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

Went Parkway to study with piggy for the past two days. Wed was in kfc and thurs in mac. (i prefer kfc) It was quite alright. But i keep thinking i have lots of time. I've already started preparing for it a few days back. Took lots of crazy pictures. Lazy to post though. Posting when i'm 'free'. We kind of slack off when ever we had a fullstop of the day off our revision.

2009-02-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

F*** My family's quarreling again. For what i'm not sure.. About evrything! Everyone is just in bad mood, everyone just can't understand that the other party's having bad mood too.
Quarrel Quarrel Quarrel.. Nag Nag Nag.. Shout Shout Shout..

I wonder when all these could end. I just hope that these wouldn't destroy my family. Felt that my heart crying too but no one could hear it.

Valentine's day

2009-02-15T01:20:00.003+08:00

Today was V.day.. How ever, i didn't have a valentine.. Sad. A year had passed. And i still remember how sweet and happy i was back then on this day.

Threw away all my bad thoughts from the previous week and decide to start afresh. Well, i still believe. Right here waiting~~

Went to TPY to eat a friendship dinner. Kind of cool and nice to have such a gathering. Just that those couples all had flowers.. I didn't have any this year. Haix again.. Anyway, we lied to Wenn that her bday celebration was only the dinner and we all can't meet the next day.

Had so many activities on tomorrow. But sorry people, i can't come out of any solution to make everyone happy so i go on first come first serve basis whereby i really wish to go to all of the gatherings. Sorry people!!

When i reach home today, i found out that someone from my block attempted suicide. But it was unsuccessful.. Lucky the civil defence did a good job and succeeded rescuing the poor lady. Today was V.day. Confirm is something to do with guys.. Why can't guys be more gentlemen to girls especially when it's nearing V.day or on V.day?? (To that guy whom she was upset of-- you are lucky that the lady's still alive. If not you would be guilty forever. Please at least treat her better till she get over you.) Just reach home and i'm feeling so tired from lack of sleep. So, good night.

PS: A sudden feeling of loneliness. Feel like having a bf, how i wish i could celebrate this romantic day with you. (o^_^o)

anyway, i'm suppose to say it as ytd. But today will make my life easier.

Why?

2009-02-12T18:58:00.007+08:00

Had a rather free day today, mostly revision lessons. Knowing that i still have projects that were half done, but i prefer to slow down my pace a little.

Been nick named as Bangawan solo again for joining the girls and go lecture. Had my cash card stuck in a atupid photocopy machine by ying haw for slotting it in even though the machine was not functioning.

When lesson ends, rush out of my class to hurry our to bus stop again and matthew said to me while waiting for the lift ' Kuai dian.. Bus yao pao le'. Luckily i think i didn't miss my bus. Saw him at the bus stop and we were given a nice lolly from a christian society and well, the lollys look super hard.. I didn't really dare to eat it as the color was ummmm. too..

Only till today then i realise how impossible and wishful my thinking is. Well, chit chatted with him and realise how far apart we still are. The silent moments were still there..

Maybe i'm thinking too much but somehow i can sense a tini bit of unhappy in him. Maybe it's due to his tiredness but our topic make it sounds as though we were trying to find something out when there's nothing really.

PS: why do guys always like to say the same things when asked 'why you never go find a girlfriend?'

the same answer 'mei you kong'.. whyyyy??

he got nudged and i wish to know why..

Ink heart

2009-02-08T00:57:00.002+08:00

Wasted my time not going to the first session of labtest. However, it's better as i had tips from the previous batch.

After my class, about 1 plus, went over to dhoby to meet piggy and surprisingly wenn and ps was there at ps. <- i like saying it this way. Ink heart was super nice. I mean for me. I like magical shows. Turn out to be of my liking. I like dust finger! Shopped around and went over adam's place to take music notes then adam and jordan came over my house and study till 12 plus 1 and went back. I wanted to continue study however, i surrender after 15 mins.

Woke up at 7 plus and head for my music common test. Conclusion: i flunged it. The girl beside me kep staring at my paper!! Irritating. What if i get wrong then she get wrong too? Trust her to trust a stranger. I wish her luck.

Went to CDC and book FTT again. My final decision was to enrol into school. My dad agreed to it so it's better for me.

Went to KK house majong. Ended up losing $1 after more than 3 1/2 hour. So tired!!

PS: It's so windy today. Make me feel colder than i'm suppose to be. I misses him and really wish that whatever i know from this morning will come true and is true. And whatever i don't really hope is to be untrue.

Missed my chances..

2009-02-05T06:48:00.001+08:00

I missed my bus again. I mean i'm already at the bus stop but the bus was full thus not stopping at my stop. So sad..! When i reach school, derrick was there 'weiqi.. miss bus ar..? kan dao ni eh.. wo zai bus shang mian.'. Wth.. Sad..

The outcome of my meeting skill test wasn't that bad. Turn out to be just fine. We had a B range. So it's fairly well.

When it's time for me to go home, i waited so long at the bus stop. Confirm is miss my bus again. I met a girl that i've seen only once before (my friend's friend.) and he was in the bus. I wanted to stand near the door so that i might have the chance to talk but in the end the girl push me up to the seats saying that there's space. Haiz.. But he was so cute sleeping while standing at such a crowded area. I admire people who can sleep beautifully, standing and without disturbing others at all. I couldn't.. =P

PS: Missed my chance though our timing's just nice. Haix..

AGM meeting

2009-02-04T18:15:00.004+08:00

Kind of relieve that i did not wear out of place for the event today. It's very successful.. Just as we're about to get bonded, the seniors are leaving already.

YiYuan dun cry.. 'L' will miss you.. Come back more often to visit us. =)

I can't find the other seniors to take picture with me. They still have lessons after the AGM..

Although the rest are not leaving 'yet', i just grab them and take picture as it is so 'nan de' to see them wear formal..

This is eugene.. He always like to 'chuk chuk chuk' people like we are small kitties..

This is mon.. He's as quiet as usual..

And this is LiQiang. He look so beng in this picture despite he's wearing formal..

Me.. =P

When i step in my class, it's so weird that my classmates were staring at me.. Do i look really weird? Or is it that it is so unusual or it's seldom to see me wear like that.. But, no negative comments means it's not bad.

When i'm heading to lt, met yinghaw and matthew they all.. So embarassing to walk past them.. Derrick was the first to spot me and was there 'WeiQi seh..!!' Then the rest saw me and the bunch of guys started to 'WA'.. So paiseh.. But they are just playing around as usual. I guess people aren't very used to me not wearing anything like me..

PS: I look so tall in those pictures.. Actually i'm wearing heels.. Not he guys are short. Haha.

BTT test

2009-02-03T21:09:00.001+08:00

Having lesson at 8 is a torture.. Especially when you are totally unprepared and shag. Didn't remember to bring ear piece for lesson(music) and we gotta chiong finish our music project.

Moreover, i still have BTT at 2pm.. So screwed..

Meet up with Piggy at 10.30 for breakfast and we so called studied a little. After which, we got bored and decided to find a playground and play. We went to the nearest one (with our favourite swing) and chit chatted about these and that.. Seems like she's having quite a lot of stress in school mainly from her peers.. Jia you ok? I'm here rooting for you.. Thing will go on just fine sooner or later..=)

Had my test and when i finished, i was confident but scared to face the results. Well, i passed. Lucky.. At least my hardwork pays off.

JYJYJYJYJYJY PIGGY..!!!

PS: Remember, i will always be here for you. love ya, muackxxx...

Chinese New Year 09

2009-01-29T18:58:00.001+08:00

New Year this year was kind of quiet as compared to the past. Maybe i've grown up and that's why.

The Day before New Year Eve
Didn't realise i could be so hardworking. Had been doing househole chores as early as 2weeks ago. Stayed up till about 4 plus to do the rest of the clean ups needed to be done. So tired.. Body aching every where.

New Year Eve
This year, we finish cleaning up early that my mum had the time to sit down and rest at about 7 plus after dinner were cooked (not like when we were young, a few years back, she always do house chores till late night even it's new year eve). Thus, this year she was extremely happy and was they saying 'all grown up already, know how to help..' Ate our usual shark fin soup and had a mini family confict of watching 'KongFu' or 'QueSheng'. In the end we just ended up skipping channels when the other was on advertisement until QueSheng ends. Tore open the new year hampers while waiting for New Year Countdown. Went outside to corridor to put 'Pao -i call bom bom' when the clock strike 12.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! Helped my mum pao ang baos and 守歲 till 5 plus am before i sleep. I'm the last! Actually i just had shows to keep me going on till i'm tired.

Cleaned up my room till so neat and tidy.. My bed keep attracting me to lie on it. haha (anyway, i shared beadroom with my sis.)

Shark Fin soup..!!! Doesn't look very nice here la.. But taste Super Delicious!!! Yummy Yumm..

The opening of new year hampers ceremony.. So much new year goods.. Gonna make me so fat again.. Oh No..

First Day.
Usual routine, woke up at 8 plus however i'm not the first this year. My vein Sis woke first. Headed to YiBu house first than stayed over there till 2 plus than head over to GuMa house. They can't celebrate new year this year so we just go over to bai nian. After which head over to AhHui jie house than to YiMa house (abit confusing). Met most of my close cousins. At night time i join force with my Biao Jie Fu with the usual '輸了算我, 贏了平分'. Hehe. Played BanLuck and i took back around 30plus. I still thought we losing money till the end when counting than i know we won.

Before Setting off..

TaDa.. My own fashion parade. My brother say i look so nu ren. So girl girl. Well, when he says that it mean 'not bad, you look nice..' lol haha..

Opps, still me..

I started pulling every one to take picture with me..
My daddy and I..

My big brother..

My pretty sister..

My mummy.. Didn't get the chance to take picture with her. Haha

My parents.. So lovey Dovey..

My stupid sister outside the window..

My siblings outside at my corridor.

My mama taking picture with her pretty flowers..

Over at my Big auntie house (YiBu)

My niece and nephew were so cute.. These two were currently the sort of youngest ones. Look so much like grandparents and grandchildren.

So Cute!!

Not only my mum. We all took turns to take.. Too cute to miss..

He kept pushing it to a more obvious location before he climbs onto it. And he wouldn't allow his sis to snatch away his pig..

Funny Pics..

Ah...

Shutter Specs..

Other than cute i've nothing else to say.. Ahhh.. She still knows how to push the specs back for us to take picture.

Two chinese maidens.. (Both my nieces)

So pretty.. Qipao is like the tradition that all kids would wear at least once for new year and on new year only..

We were like playing games ranging from all different kinds of range. I was super tired and had a hard hard time trying not to sleep..

They look so alike..

With one of my closer cousin.. She's definitly getting skinnier.. Eat More!!

My first day was so tired.. Once i reach home, without further delay, i washed up and fell right into my lala land..

Second Day
Went to 'Long San Si' to pray to AhGong, AhMa first and went to DiKu house. However, he was at work thus we went SaYi house slack first then went to TuaKu coffee shop to bai nian. Realised that all my uncles and aunties were loud hailers that they don't even need microphones to project their voices. Lol. After eating went to SaKu house. Wanted to go over to BeiKu house however YiMa doesn't want to. Usual family conficts in between. My mum need to work in the evening and that ends our visiting early.. =(

The Black and White Devils..

Pictures taken at the temple..

My third auntie

My 全家福

At my Big Uncle's coffee shop (TuaKu)

Front row: My Big Uncle(TuaKu), His Wife(TuaKim), My Second Auntie(DiYi)
Back Row: My Daddy, My Mummy, My Third Auntie(SaYi)

Nerdy Pictures..

One of my cousin, My sister and I.

At my third uncle house(SaKu)

The aunties taking picture with the fasinating 牛盆栽

Over at my Biao Jie Fu house.. (Cousin's husband)

My cousin then brought My siblings and i over to my biao jie fu house. The private gym and the home stereo were soo cool!! After dinner my dad and the aunties came over and we continues our BanLuck round 2. Took back home 10plus again. Lala..

His pond and pavillion were simply so beautiful!!

My brother playing with the 'bean bag' I tried to.. But all i can do is let it move a little and swing. If i'm not wrong that bag weighs 100 pounds..
His home gym is so much better than outside gym(DUH).. I mean it have all that we normally need to train and lose wright or keep fit. Too bad i stayed too far from them..

Third Day
Went to school for netinfra project part 2. If only we know need VLAN, i don't even need to go school and can sleep longer. Had the meeting after lesson and went back home to take nap. Around evening my cousin send me to SiYi house, had dinner, join force with my biao jie fu again and won 10 plus at BanLuck. However, after someone suggested playing pairs, we lose back 50plus. But his usual '輸了算我, 贏了平分'. Thus, for new year i still won extra pocket money! Cheers. =D
Didn't take any pictures on this day so no picture to be viewed..

My new year still carried on... ... ...

Tricked for bus

2009-01-23T12:55:00.002+08:00

Went back home directly after school as piggy's coming over my house. At the bus stop i met derrick and matthew-they normally take the same bus as me. After which Zuraida and her BF came by and Jordan joined in too. It was quite a scene that the people from our class sit one row at the bus stop.

I was kind of talking to Jordan bout his GF when suddenly a bus came. We were all facing backwards from the buses and as usual i don't take note on what buses came. I saw a single deck bus and Jordan suddenly tell me is my bus and derrick stood up saying 'Eh. Bus 来了.' and Matthew replied 'Orh!' . I didn't think so much and i just jump up and wanted to board the bus already. Only when i hear derrick say 'Relax.. Kidding kidding'. Then i turn and see the 3 guys laughing. I turn and see the bus wasn't my bus. It was soo irritating. Matthew was laughing and saying ' Heng I didn't get cheated.' The three boys had the same idea of wanting to trick one another and end up only i get tricked. Derrick wanted to trick Matthew and i and Matthew want to trick the other way and Jordan wanted to trick me and end up only i get tricked. They didn;t even PAK KAK lor.

For a second time another bus came, they did the same thing and the time i turned and see and Derrick was there saying '真的来了'. It was quite funny la. But it was so embarassing that you are the only one that got tricked. LOL.

PS: Quite unhappy that 'if .. ' he's being too generous. Why?? Or is it that he's totally uninterested. I wish i could know why.

Small little moment

2009-01-22T17:48:00.002+08:00

Went back in bus with him and we chatted quite alot mostly about what we will do in new year, buy clothes already?, what's our Cca in the past and back to mjr.

In my lala land.

2009-01-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

Met him in bus but was too shy to sit together. =P Was late just for 2 minutes!! So angry..

Went to Cassandra house again to finish the leftovers..

1, 2, 3 & 4.. Kind of Sick.. Haiz..

The two girls..

Dash over to meet my daddy after that. Didn't stay there for too long. Haha..

BBQ overnight @TP

2009-01-17T11:28:00.004+08:00

Gps at sentosa was so shag.. Abit time lag that day but overall was fun. I just have to cycle about all over sentosa - that was the tiring part.

JiaQi and Dimitri.

A whole stack of cards in my hand!! Wahaha.. ChaBo time. =P

Gerry and LiQiang in bus of our own..

Gerry and I

Nicole, Pearlyn and I

The first station with ChiatHeng and Jasline

Over at the second station.. So funny as to how they find a way to rest. So cute right..?

Cassandra and I at the second station

JiaQi and I at the second station

We ate cake un-glamly. Thus no photo for this..

While riding around everywhere,

We wanted to take with the flowers.. But not very successful..

While resting, Nicole and i took pictures over and over..

The both of us went back early and we talked so much about marriage in the train. Kind of interesting but i didn't have the same concept of thinking with her.

After which in the evening, went over to Cas house for my class bbq. The food's not bad, abit too much. And guys are really guys, all chit chatting bout boys stuffs, including games, life, and pussys which i don't understand at all. Aloy joined us and it was fun as it was so long since we last met.

Sharon and Azimah slacking one side enjoying the night stars and breeze all by themselves..

As usual, I went over to disturb them, kind of worried that they will get left out. But i hope not la huh.. Hope you two had lots of fun!! =)

At around midnight, 8 of us in total (some went back) walk our way back to TP for overnight. It was kind of scary as our classroom was 18-6 which is one of the rumoured haunted corridor and it wasn't lighted up at all. All was dark. Kind of scary at first. We took out lighting sticks which make it less scary with the glow.

My beautiful flower..

Adam acting cute and gay as usual.. Anyway, that's aloy's hand..

Aloy look so fuuny here.. But nice la..

We had our mini photo taking session voted mostly by the crowd to strictly not off the light when taking in case.... .... After that we watched a somewhat horror but quite a disappointing show the orphanage. We got sick of watching movies and decide to go for a night walk.

Mini Photo Taking Session
viewing: Aloycious Wee, Adam Poh, Jordan Wee, Cassandra Yeow, Denise Leong, Ng Shi Yong, Nur Azimah, Sharonjit Hoondal, Tan Wei Qi.

This is one of it that we risk.. I wanted to take us with the lighting sticks originally.. But i can't see anything..

An accidental candid while i'm testing the timer.. The aftermath effect was humorous..

Bullies bullying Aloy..

I suppose Aloy was trying to take his revenge. But sadly to say, i'm unharmed..

Jordan always likes this kind of picture. Can't stand him.. (*Rolling eyes)

This is the super irritating one that at around 8 seconds he dash out and blocked all our view. Irritating lor. Not as if he's the one pressing the shutter.. Humph!!
Stupid Adam.. But he look funny here.. Lol..

Can you see what Aloy and Adam is trying to do?

While walking around, settled beside the instant noodle machine.

If you look closely, we are all settled at different levels..

Cassandra got a birthday hat. (Actually that's a plate that Jordan wanted to use as a cup for his chocolate cocao.. Yee..)

Twist Twist Bleah..

Guess this was a snap that no one noticed..

We walked all the way to Sports Hall boys toilet just to get hot water for Jordan's cocoa milk as all the hot water dispenser seems to either ran out of water or under maintainence all the way from engine school to business. It was like fated not for him to drink. In the end we still go over to sports hall as there's heater for bathing and he used the water there. It was quite funny.

Everyone waiting for Jordan to mix his important chocolate that made us walk all the way to sport's hall boys' toilet..

Jordan destroyed my picture by coming out all of a sudden. Take note of aloy.. He's the lonesome Jay Zhou that we wanted to take..

Did you notice that everyone is pointing at Aloy.. And it so happen that directly the moment i press my shutter, Jordan appeared again!! He so out of the way... He just appeared within one second!!!! Such a spoiler.. Lol..

While we head back to the classroom in the lift. Noticed that we all had 'WangWang' in our mouth? It's kind of 'free'.. Hmm...

Went back classroom and played card games which the fun was average as all was quite shag already. Waited till around 6 plus 7 and head to the bus stop and went home. So little people but quite alot of fun. Let's do it again. It's cheap and wider area than in chalet.

This was the one that we played very very roughly and Aloy got smacked hard, kind of body slammed by Cassandra and he went to hide under the table. I saw it and was unwilling to join in the fight for that round and took the picture. So funny if you see the whole process. I saw it!

Aloy playing with my shades saying he bought something similiar. Cheese~~!!

PS: anyway, we had our teacher's consent. And we had to sign indemity form too. lol..

Late night meeting

2009-01-12T23:28:00.003+08:00

Had a super late meeting today. Start at plus and end at 9 plus 10. Make me miss my shows.. Oh well, having fun with food and drinks this friday, 2 bbq in one day. So hard to give up either one.
Anyway, time passed in classes are so fast. I wanna cherish every moments with the current class. I like my current class now. Things going on the same and i felt more relieved that i could speak up more and able to talk more with the others. =3 esp. ....... haha.

PS: the eyes are back. lalala and we talked more. hehehehe

Long lost happiness

2009-01-08T17:55:00.003+08:00

Good things have been around me all day!!! Totally had the happy mood that keeps lingering around me~~~ Though i was late for school today, but after lunch, everything just keep going on smoothly. Anyway, i passed all my quizes for orgcom, did fairly for the group project and passed all my term tests unexpectedly. CONGRATS, CHEERS..!! lol. Anyway, group meeting today was suuuuper fuuuun.. Hehe. I got a role that suits me. Anyway, my bus trip home wasn't lonely today, got a company and had a good chat. lalala. First time i got to speak up and had the chance to, so..... super happy~!!

PS: gooodluck
was that for me? how i wish..

wishing upon the stars for my wishes to come true...

Welcome 2009!!

2009-01-01T17:08:00.002+08:00

Well, not as i expected. I went clubbing finally. I was expecting to go pub drinking only, chit-chatting with my old cliques. But, all places were too expensive and crowded. We ended in Arena. Haha. It was super duperly packed with people. Speaking frankly, it wasn't a place that i would enjoy no matter oftenly or a place that i would choose to hang out with. It's kind of an experience. 'Wan kan kan'. Still, i tried to enjoy myself fully. But one by one started to get emo. I had the same theory with Piggy that why waste so much money and go there not enjoying yourself. Hmm.. Anyway, was surprised by BX and Wenn that they really tried to enjoy themselves and they danced!!! Lol. After which we went pooling with TK and ZH. After that went early breakfast at parkway hawker centre. That marks my New Year Countdown.

Happy 2009 Everyone!!
Happy New Year!!

Christmas 2008

2008-12-25T10:10:00.000+08:00

I baked my usual cookies this year too. But was thinking whether i should stop making it as a tradition of my Christmas gifts. Went over Wenn house for steamboat and had lots of fun gathering around. At least i'm not the last to reach. Play a little Majong with the rest. At first i kept winning. After Wenn came saying she wants to learn, she had the so call beginner's luck and she won away most of my winnings. Haha. In the end not bad. Won around 5 plus. Cheers!! Don't really like to play with money. But once in a while won't do much harm. Hehe.. =P
Went back around 2 plus am. My dad cycle me home. A night stroll was so enjoyable. However, how i wish i had a boyfriend whom i can huggies duggies with.. Haha. LALALA..
Anyway,

Happy Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My 18th bday

2008-12-20T00:00:00.003+08:00

Really really thanks lots people. For all the wishes you gave me. I was so shocked to find FangQi, Wenn, Fiona, JunHao, BoXue, KwanHoe, TohWee & WuFeng. I was so caught unprepared sitting unglamely watching show in the living. My mum was in this with FQ. She kept the whole house in secret. Lol.. Well, FQ suddenly appeared in my house around 11 plus. Her appearance wasn't much of a surprise only by the fact that she have attachment the next day morning. But after awhile, i saw a shadow pass by. Feeling weird i went to the door and saw Wenn. I was there OMG 'Why you guys came?!' I went back to my room and change to more appropriate appearance. I thought only C-gals and maybe BX and KH and i saw WF who was suppose to be in army. He kept his promise!! Haha. And i saw Fiona and JH who all stayed so far away!! And of course FQ (She will nag at me if i don't put her in). And thanks TW kor. I know you are the main mastermind of this surprise. Thank you all. And i didn't get much sleep that day. JH, WF, KH and FQ tonned over my house. Thanks for the presents!!!

The group of touching people that suddenly appeared at my house. Mostly are first timers here. Gladly welcome you guys.

The pretty ladies. I look so much like crap. D=

The hot hunks. TYTY..

My sweet family and my bestie..!!

My Dear birthday cake. Actually they placed 1 big candle and 9 small candle which make me 19. I didn't realise it too until i remove the candles the next day. Thank lots ar peeps. =/

I guess i blew off almost all the sugar toppings just by blowing off the candles at one shot. And they took it for a joke the rest of the day. Oh my.. So embarassing.. =P

The next morning i went to school to BB and went sentosa after that. Had our mini cake session and the cake gave me 'xing fu de gan jue'. Thanks 'L'.

My mini cake.. Oreo flavoured. Nice!!

Each of us had 1, shared among ourselves. So sinful but berry chocolatety.. Super delicious. Thank you for the cake. I enjoyed myself eating..

At the bus stop outside of TP.. Moving out, heading towards Sentosa..

Joel and i in bus..

Without shades..

At Boon Keng station waiting for the train.

I seems so tall..

'L' advertising for XiMen. While other's eating mac..

The rest eating Mai Dang Dang. Jennifer keep getting blocked by people. I just have to keep re-taking.

Took picture with LiQiang, the nearest person beside me..

Before we head in to the monorail. I took the picture. Nice right???

I wanted to be in the picture too.. Hehe. =P

Jia Hui and i We just hang around taking with everyone.

YiYuan and I

Joel, Me, SiQi

Cassandra and I

Look so poor thing. He just carries the bags as everyone ask him to help them take care of their belongings.

They look so gay together..

Females in the ladies. Smile. =)

While we head towards our station. Obvious as to which beach we are in i guess. Spot where's me!!

Went back in the afternoon and went to dance party with piggy and A (hope doesn't get you in trouble). And didn't know it was a christian party at people's condo. But there wasn't much of those christianity but really romantic environment and a very nicely done party. Got a certificate of best dancing couple with A. Kind of a co-incident that i wanted to learn romantic dance and got too engross. The reason was that we were paying so much attention in dancing. Haha. A say it was like other places which will always give newcomers something so that they will join in future. Hmm.. Who knows. MAYBE~~

So about that marks my eventful birthday. Although i can't see my "erm" on that day as it wasn't a school day however i had fun. Special thanks to my darling. Know you spend hours and days thinking of what to get me as of your theory that i don't have much cravings. Lol. Muacks Baobei Piggy. I will try to make yours' next year as eventful as possible. =)

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Happy 18th Birthday!!!

Legal age le.----> For drinking and driving!!! I wrote 'finally legally 18' in my msn nick and Matthew said it sounded wrong. Oh well.. Don't think so much!

Celebrate Eric's birthday

2008-12-17T13:43:00.006+08:00

Monday - 15 december

Went to somewhere near parkway a place call stone grill to celebrate Eric's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC!!

Pictures taken there using adam's phone.. Quality - so so. Lol..

Stonegrill- means cook on a stone.

Look so romantic around. Nice environment to chit chat. So gonna bring piggy eat next time.

Soda which taste disgusting and tasteless and don't know why got two stirrer. Anyway, the tomato juice was a disaster. Do not order it.

The mushroom soup that tasted extremely nice!! I keep forgetting to take picture before eating it. And adam purposely remind me after i start eating. Not me actually.. Jordan snatched away my ginger bread and ate half before i could take the picture. And the other half was in my stomach. It was nice with strong taste. Both soup and bread. And i was ther joking bout maybe they will wait till i finish the soup before they serve they say it's impossible. I was there happily taking my time to drink as i was the only one who ordered the starter. And my food was not here yet thus i took my time. All along they were complaining bout they were hungry and the food took so long. Finally i gave jordan the rest and he finishes it, the waitress clear it then ask 'can i serve the food now?' OMG. They were really waiting. And all gave the stunned face and i told jordan 'you see'. Lol. It was so funny. The had the cheese wedges which tasted soo nice. (I forgot to take picture and adam reminded me after he start eating. )

I'm not a good camera woman but the food tasted so nice. The mushroom sauce and the lamb sauce is the best. Well, i was having a hard time as there's oil splattering on me all along whereby the rest were safe. Jodan had the logic that salmon have oil. So, i had a hard time cooking but the end product were delicious. We can choose to cook our self or the cook cook for us. But i think by cooking our self the food taste nicer.

This was jordan's. He ate beef thus i didn't koop too much of his food. He was always a better cook thus he's food might look nicer.

Eric and his Cake.. I bought it and they say it was nice. It wasthe first time jordan praises me and say 'not bad ar, still know how to buy nice cake..' humph!

All so engross with the cake.

They attempted mini cream fight. At least they didn't go to the worst extent like jordan's birthday. That was hell and disaster.

After eating, we have to cut through roxy square to go back to parkway. I was so funny inside. The group of us, around 10, 6 of us, guys and girls were the normal laughing ones. Teckheng was the one who start the house of the dead joke as it was dark inside as though in those games wherey zombies will come out and attack. Thus he keep acting like he was a zombie and chase the rest. Ah Xiang, jordan and eric got sick and decide to chase him and 'zam' him. In the end, after all four turn around a corner, the four of them walk back and all walk like zombies. That part was extremely hilarious.

Think the rest went back to jodan house drink. I think it's too far thus slowly make my way home. So into a chinese drama call 'yi tian tu long ji'. So drama time. Tata.~~

Sunday- xie tai sui

2008-12-17T13:40:00.005+08:00

Sunday - 14 December

Watched anime in the morning, after that went to temple to 'xie tai sui' with my parents. If i not wrong can xie until this sun. Don't know why but if you haven't and you need, hurry up and go. lol. Nothing much to post bout so tata~~

Camp in school on friday 12 dec

2008-12-17T13:28:00.005+08:00

Friday-12 December & Saturday-13 December

Went back school for a camp. Quite lazy at first. But the camp was fun. Our group name was L. Cool rite. lol.

My team rocks. Haha. I abit bias la. But who cares. My group's the best. Very united after a short 10 mins break. Yiyuan and i were blur too a to how they got bonded. And created a stupid but cute whooo whooo cheer. Only our group have ok.

These were pictures taken when we were the first to return to lt, the first to complete the gps race. Our group ran like hell all the way and we were all smelly and stinky here.

Our flag.. Nice hor..

Our mouth is our ending of out cheer whoo whoooo..

Girls bullyng guys..

L~~!!
Well, These were pics taken on friday. I lazy go take pics on sat from them. Psting those next time.

On sat, continuation of our camp. Still having fun. I ate a bowl of hot instant noodle within seconds in our race. A disaster for me. I burnt my toungue. We got third. We didn't have water with us for our group. Nvm.. Have fun is the best. My god. Wheni eat the noodles i eat it so crazyly. Confirm got loads of un-glame pictures. I don't want!! lol.. Went back home, fell directly to dreamland after bathing. Zzz..

11 dec thurs K day

2008-12-17T13:12:00.004+08:00

Thursday-11 December

Woke up around 9 plus. Both of us look shag. We cook noodles for breakfast. (both cant wake for breakfast with her dad before he go work. Too bad.. No good food in the morning) After that i was left to watch anime from her SCV and she went back to bed. PIG!! Humph. Finally around 11 then we are preparing to go meet KH sing K. Planned for that long ago. Finally going.. YEAH~~

Both of them were snatchingfor the chance to sing. They have same taste for song whereby most i dunno what song is that but familiar with.

Nice right.. So sweet. Love You darling.. Hope the picture isn't too big. Didn't know why my lips look as though i put on lip gloss after i add the stickers. Hmm..

Guess where we went..

Pictures taken while we walk back to mrt.

He's our sister!! lol. I bet they have loads of themself in piggy's phone. I don't want them. Lol. Want see go piggy blog. Tata.

10 Dec Wednesday

2008-12-17T12:25:00.004+08:00

Wednesday-10 December

My god. So busy that i got no time to blog. When i'm typing this it was like a week after this date. But, nevermind. So long as i blog. Kinda lazy to too. =P
Going on..

Wednesday paper was a disaster! It was like WTF.. (I normally dun say that. That should mean that it's real bad. ) Everyone was on the verge of crying during the exam. The first very question is so tough that everyone was stuck there. I was nearly late, just in time before the paper starts. And once i flip the paper, i don'tknow how to do. Crap.. And half way through i notice denise were like doing the same action as me (shaking head). We stared at each other and laughed. Well, both of us were thinking of the same thing. And those that leave bout half and hour since the start of the paper were those that gave up. Can see from their face. Oh well.. There goes my Digicom grade. And to think the teacher say it was easy.. =/

Directly after the paper i rush down to meet piggy for a dip in the pool. Around an hour or two. (last min decision that morning.) We were kind of unwilling to leave. But still have to rush back to her house as we were leaving for JB that night. The bus was the long trip.
Pictures taken in the bus...

the pics at first were not bad.. I mean normal.. But..

She started this pose which slowly involves to..

Ju-on taking picture with me. We were ther debating to post the pics anot. We keep trying till a agreeable nice ones. In the end she gve me permission to post.

The bus trip were really long. And we were one hour from the time we were suppose to reach. In the end piggy's dad were kind of pissed. Very scary at first as it was as though the traffic will be jammed up for long and there were those scary silent moments in the car. I was about half dead (think is because of swimming) but i forced myself not to. Scary~~ But luckily, the traffic was alright and kind of fast. We reach bout within an hour or so.

Once we reach, met up with piggy's father's friend and we went to eat nasi lemak. The first time i finish a plate by myself. But it wasn't that bad. But not very nice either. Piggy was there saying the standard drop le. After dinner, the three of them were kind of phyco-ing one another to go thiap thiap or not to go.. I didn't know what it was at first. In the end it was to drink beer and chit chat with one another. LOL. (New knowledge)

We were so very full but they still ordered kway chap. It was sooo nice~~ But too bad my stomach can't squeeze in anymore. I wanted to try there kway tiao kia too. But too full. So should be next time then can try le. They still ordered "tua tao" (mussels). I don't dare eat those thus i sip the gravy only. Nice too. Spicy enough. But a bit bitter.
Pictures time..

This was the very nice kway chap. It was late at night and my stupid phone did't have flash light. And the new uncle was there tell us that the stall auntie just keep chopping the intestines away without even a toilet break for long hours. We wanted to take picture with her but scared of her chopping knife. lol.

The dinks piggy and i ordered. I regretted drinking that. "luo han guo tea" I thought it's some kind of herbal tea but it tasted weird. Now i know what my mum always add into the herbal tea she boil.

The was piggy's dad's hand.

That was beer she was drinking. Her dad was proud that she could drink with her. No thx for me.

Piggy's dad and the funny uncle. (Both very kind and funny)

Went back piggy house to ton. The traffic was so peaceful that we spend only half an hour. Thought very late already but in the end it was not even midnight yet. Chit chat time and then bedtime.

2008-12-09T19:02:00.003+08:00

Been studying like guai kia for the past 3 days of my holidays. Don't really know what's got into me actually. Me being so hardworking. Can you believe it? Lol. Sis have been complaining that i no time accompany her go parkway walk walk..

Free enough to blog as i'm so bored from starring at my books. Having a break currently. Today missed 2 bus before i'm able to board. Reach school, revise abit and time for my paper. One down though. Confirm can pass. Just the matter of marks only. Made some careless mistakes. But, who cares. Already happy with a pass. Went to eat hotcakes with Jordan and Cas. And home for a nap and study again. One paper down. Last one to go. Working hard for it. [ PS: Wearing a different colour that you are used to makes you looks nice too. =) ]

My days after exams are so freaking packed before it even starts.

Wednesday- After exam go swimming with Piggy. Than go JB eat nasi lemak with Piggy & her daddy, then ton at her house. (Find it funny that have to go till JB so FAR just for nasi lemak at first too.. In the end it's just a short trip from her house because she stay at the far end whereby you can see JB from her house. LOL..) Ther goes the first trip overseas since i change my new passport.

Thursday- Go K with Piggy~!! Our plan since months ago. Finally going. Thinking of finding one more person as it's suppose to be a package for three. But, don't know who to call. Well, both of us are single. So, it's just a date for the two of us. Next time then jio everyone go ba. Sorry guys..

After that going Parkway with sis in the evening.

Friday- There's camp. OMG.. Don't really feel like going. But i don't think i even have a choice to choose. Haix.

Saturday- Come home from camp. Confirm shag. Might not stay over though. See whether i'm allowed to go home for the night and go back on sat not.

Sunday- Maybe going sentosa. (To be confirmed.)

There! See.. I still have like 3 projects to chiong within 14 days of my holidays, including my bday and christmas whereby i won't be home. Hmm add another 3 days of holiday mood and 3 days of bday mood. Which means 6 days left to do 3 projects. Impossible. Whatever.. See what i can do when the time comes.
Before the days are over, they will be without colours. Smiles. Study time. Tata.......

2008-12-05T21:20:00.002+08:00

It's kind of scary when your wish comes true without you noticing. I was just hoping to see him and i did. So shocking yet acting stable. Lalala.

Went parkway with Piggy. Both blabbering bout our own stories. (Girls~) Well, Exams coming soon so tata.

Anyway, pics taken today..

Nice nice.. lol

Say 'Bleah' =P

Tt's all.. Study time for me. ^^

2008-12-04T20:33:00.008+08:00

Guess what? I decided to follow piggy's words and treat him like a normal friend instead of an 'idol' or 'god'... In the end, our distances are slightly closer now. We could talk better like normal. Not much time alone though. But at least it's a start for me. Super high de. Though over eyes still met and is kind of embarassing but i tried to start conversations wiith him and his group of friends. It was so hard and scary.. We were all from different frequencies! But i'm still trying my best. 我不希望我的生命中持有任何的遺憾...

I was kind of too early today and got on a bus that's normally a bus i will miss and reach school 10 mins earlier. Can you believe it, it's the first time i'm early. =P My friend commented that too. 'His' good friend was there too and the first thing he ask is [never see 'him' ar?]. And he smirked. What does that mean lo. But well today we talked crap in class. At least it's something. Hehe.. In my lala land. (Whenever i'm happy). But weird though, though i'm happy but a mixed up feelings were fighting against each other in my heart. Things might be better. But, the thought of disappointment were scary. Didn't really know that it's so hard to have a one-sided love. 世上最痛苦的就是我就在你身邊而你卻不知我愛你. This isn't unreal though. It's kind of hurtful sometimes...

Taught zuraida, denise, jasmine, xin wei, santi, shi yong and jennifer to play ultimate idiot as our lesson end early and we're waiting for class to start. Rihanna was our audience. Overall, denise is the ultimate idiot as she got tricked by me to become level 6 from level 3 lor. lol. But that means me too la. The rest other than zuraida and denise were so quiet. (zuraida level 5.) They should relax more when playing game.

Haix. He and his friends were all having their licence soon. Sad. I can't even go register yet. Turning 18 soon~ (Long-waited) Well, not much of a special feeling. But still hope the same: May my wish comes true. (o^_^o)

*hope everything can go well (hmm..)
PS: 我要已我的方式證明: 只要相信, 期待就能成真! Miracles might happen. I wish...

Updated pictures for the last post. Should be fun viewing..

Emo raining day

2008-12-02T19:21:00.007+08:00

Raining, Raining, Raining. It might be cooling but it can really change ur mood as the weather goes by. Went to Tampines Swimming complex to swim after my quiz (Which sucked.) with Piggy. It was so enjoyable and i had a great time there. We make it a deal that we will go there at least once every week. Well, let's see how long we could last. Actually we wanted to return to MJR to take pics of the past memories. But we saw from the mrt that the canteen were completely empty. I can imagine that from every elsewhere. Thus we drop the idea but keep those memories in our heart. We also went to Simei ITE to eat our lunch there. The jap food was quite nice.. =)

When i reach home after swimming, my mum was there telling me how little time she spend with us daily. When she woke up daily we were all in school and when she came back from work we will all be asleep by then as it's after midnight. Well, it kind of make me miss those past days, thinking back in time, making me realise how important my family is to me that make me grow as big as 18 years of life. They are so important that i know i can never lose them. I know i'm not sensible at all, not at all a good kid, giving them loads of trouble, making them sick by having a weak body and so on. Well, tears kind of welled up eventually. (Just being emo.) I'm perfectly fine. Guess the weather affects me too much though. I'll try my very best to cherish whatever i have as i know i'm a person that unless i let go off my hand, i wun be able to accept anything that belongs to me to be missing out from my life. It might be selfish but life is also about that. Thus, i'll try to be even more filial as i can and be sensible enough to make my parents to stop worrying bout me too much. Years are showing on them. I want them to at least have their deams fufilled and let them enjoy the happiness of what family can be instead of being so busy daily. Rain really affects my mood. Once again people, i'm perfectly fine.

Overall, i love my family. My mum, my dad. Well, my friends too of course.

My newest aim: To cherish whatever i have dearly with all my might and with whatever i can do to make everyone around me happy.

Updating pictures..

Two crazies..

Idoitic faces..

Taking pictures everywhere, whereever we are. A bit dots.. But fun!!

Showing off ur close-ness.. (Bestie i love you. Btw we are both straight.)

The two wanted woman for fighting over a can of peach tea.

The sunlight reflects my hair that it looks completedly old and white. Thus played around with the effects i could do and TADA.. Not bad though.. Don't catch me.. I'm innocent!! The peach tea is mine!!

It's not fair to put my poster only.. So here goes. (The peach tea's mine~~)
Well.. It isn't easy to make them of the same size. Like, finally.

End of picture viewing. Stay tuned.

2008-12-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Madagascar 2 today. Quite funny really. Had a great time laughing. Well, why can't he sit beside me? Sad.. He's just there. But i was quite shocked when he suddenly appear by my side when i'm boarding the bus. We said 'hi' and tt's tt. Pretty sad though. Gosh. I'm totally unprepared for my stupid music quiz tomorrow. What will they be testing us? The lec notes were so boring and thick. Haha. I'm so lazy. Maybe tomorrow going study. Can you guys believe? OK. Stopping here. Tata

Chalet day at downtown

2008-11-30T23:08:00.002+08:00

Lalala.. Went to the same old place for chalet. (Downtown again!!) Met with those old school mates. Almost all were guys and i'm not really close with them. The guys were on and on talking about games, psp, blablabla all guys' and their gadgets. Took lots of pictures with fiona as we were bored so here's the pics..

Fiona and i were bored so we took loads of pics trying out different lightings and camera pixels. Only a few succeeded. The guys were very irritating disturbing too..

Impossible to post all thus only a few examples.. It was extremely dark there and alot failed due to the shadows covering our faces..

Better lighting, better camera.. Cheese~~

We start dragging people to take with us.. Haha..

My turn.. Well, he has become fitter especially wearing v-neck.. Thiam koon jiayou.. Train some more. (Dun worry.. You will have ur happy ending with her sooner or later.. Opps.. =P)

Hakim's turn.. He is soo tall.. (Should see zheng rong. He mus have grown few inches since graduation.) He's already sitting down. sniff sniff.

Fiona keep trying her very best to make him smile naturally. Well, not too bad.

She keep complaining abot her arms look big and fat whereas to me i see totally no diff. OMG..

See.. Same! But she's happier with this. It's soo fiona. Haha.

Wilfred getting "ji hong" with fiona thus i give him the chance to stand beside her and take a pic. =P Hehe..

Well, i got ps by 'somebody' thus i can only take pictures.. Part of the people present that night. The rest were still going on bout b-ball and so on.. *rolling eyes..

While in the room.. So this proves who's missing previously.

So, after getting bored with pics we went over to e-hub.. While passing by the downtown area, we spotted balloon runway..

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Pretty ladies dressed in balloon.. Can you imagine if it bursts?

There were so many of them with different designs. Some so sexy. And it was so freakingly hot over there and when thay walk there's the "yee yee or or" sound coming out of the balloons..!! I cant stand it. Wonder how much they earn to wear it.

There were originally a big group behind. But i think they disperse when their so-call 'director' says they could walk around taking pictures. Oh well..

She looks very pretty in the white princess gown like a white wedding gown too. But it looks so tight just like wedding gown. (take a deep breathe and hold there..)

We spot this place near e-hub. Like three pretty drawfs celebrating christmas walking on a christmas aisle.. =P It's Zihui at the right.

My personal christmas pose..

A framed picture of me..!

When we're leaving.. See how shag her eyes look. This proves how much sleep did we have. (Actually we slept the whole night. Esp. her)

KH, piggy and i went swimming early in the morning. It was so enjoyable. Long time never swim le. Conclusion: I still love sports and the cooling water. Haha. Ate mac after checking out. (Why mac again? Especially breakfast lor. Haix)

Guess i've put up all the nices pics and that's the end of picture viewing session.

Went to see doctor again for my cough. (Disturbing the rest through the night.. Sorry guys..) In the end doc went back already so i took medicine from the nurse.

I've watched 'wild child' already. Sacrifice my nap and went to TM and watch with my sis. She comment that it's ok only. But i find it quite nice and touching. The male actor inside soo handsome.. Real name: Alex pettyfer.. Something like that. Haha. But he's hot~! The night is so warm. Gotta sleep early. Bye~~!!

FDMP lesson

2008-11-28T22:58:00.005+08:00

Love every friday.. Lesson super slack!
Let's see..

4 hours of lab. (FDMP)
Teacher super nice and funny.
I'm late for like half an hour today and was not marked late. (And i'm not the latest)
Confirm have at least half an hour of break weekly.
Walk around the school holding a camera around taking whatever pictures we like.
Lesson might end early weekly like today end 15 mins ealier.
A lesson tt students can serve youtube and when find something interesting like vitas, we show the teacher, he did not scold, and dance with the thing.
A lesson tt have student playing street fighter and crazy taxi in class, but teacher at the back supporting asking whether win or lose. (My group of friends were kind of engross in street fighter)
When video-ig and photo-taking, the teacher strictly forbit u-g-l-y pictures of him, if not minus marks.

Well this kind of lesson were bound to attract bad students like me. So nothing interesting to post about thus decide to show the stupid pictures we took walking around the school. Mostly were sceneries, this and that, but i'm way to lazy to upload them all cause there were too many and i might spend 3 days to finish uploading all in thus only showing average pictures tt shows our face.

I was having mc like two weeks ago thus i didn't appear in any pictures they too for week 1. D: And my group didn't know that we could take human pics thus nothing much to show about thus only showing those taken when i'm there too.. (Well this is my blog.. =P)

While walking around the school

Could you see anything? Well we're suppose to take things with lighting effect what-so-ever so we took almost everything we could think about. So this were king of blur, Thus...

Take 2. This were slightly better well there's still take 3, 4 but they were useless as people keep walking pass us. So, we were force to quickly end taking pictures at this area.

Well, she was shorter, thus i gave her the honor to stand up there. =)

I can't remember which is which week. But by looking at the shirt the next few should be last week.

She was kind of high and this means YEAH..!! Haha..

In the toilet scenes

We were kind of lame and we took too many pictures of sceneries and this and that thus we start taking pictures in the toilet.. Hehe..

Take 2 - three Cam whores

Take 3. Well, can you imagine that we are that free. We got bored of this thus..

Caught in the act - Female version. We're kind of lame. But kind of fun.

Caught in the act - Female version 2 (the constipation type)

Caught in the act - Male version. (The standing type.) Erm, anyway i didn't walk into the male's toilet hor..

When we're in class

I realise i forgot to introduce thus, the three pretty ladies in front start the from the left were, Me, Zuraida, Cassandra. The only dumbest guy at the back was Jordan having the honor to be in a group of girls. Anyway he's one of us so it makes no difference. Haha.. OPPS.. (the one taking picture was only kind and funny teacher. ) I wasn't feeling well at all that day and expectedly i had fever through the weekend thus not very nice in the pictures where i'm wearling white.

As our teacher were teaching about angles, so this were one of it. (WE ARE STARING IN BLANK!!) lol.. Thus our smiles were kind of stone there and very fake and we are laughing cause we were saying things like there's a ghost taking picture in front of us which is actually refering to our teacher who's at the side. =P

Well these were picture of my lessons on friday. So tt's the end. More updates will come up in future feeling more of my classmates. hehe.. Tomorrow having a chalet. In the morning i'm going out with my cousins and sis to either the theme park or movies. Hmm.. Hard choice. But theme park is just there. My voice isn't really back yet. Still very sexy.. I wan to go K.. Haix.. Sure must after exams le.. Sad. Anyway stopping here. Tata..

Did a love life test thingy from fangqi and this is my result..

Your Heart is Feeling Safe

Right now, all is good with your heart. And you intend on keeping it that way.

Whether you're deeply in love or just looking, you know that your heart will be taken care of.

You never risk your heart too much, but you don't hold it back either. You know who to trust your heart with.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little too comfortable

Your current outlook on love: Calm and future oriented

Your love life will improve if you: Treat other people's hearts the way you expect yours to be treated

Watch out for: Taking the people you're dating for granted

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

The quiz link: http://blogthings.com/whatisyourheartfeelingquiz/outcome.php

2008-11-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

Well, today's another fine day.. Short little time after school makes my day.. =P (Super high jus now because of a smile. lol ) At least we were close by. Surprisingly when i want to post about what had happen i'm lost of words. At least whenever i remembers it, it will make me smile. Just one feeling. Happiness! After tt went to orchard with sis, had a heavy dinner and tt ends my day. Exams coming so boring. But good thing is i only have 2 papers! hehe..

9 Dec - NetInfra
10 Dec - Digcom

Faster over and be done with, the better for me. But not really in mood to study. Today Zuraida and i were looking around our class to find smart ones tt can help and teach us study. Sadly, surprisingly, NONE!! Either those tt never attend lec (like me), those can't even save him/herself or those tt are highly impossible to study with us (too smart). How i wish my saviors were still studying the same subjects as us. Oh Well.. Must work a little bit harder this semester so as to enjoy my vacation fully. Term break wait for me~~!

A happy mood day

2008-11-26T16:48:00.005+08:00

OMG..!! Guess what? We travelled in the same bus again this morning. Super happy de.. lol.. He saw me and gave a nod which i guess is "hey" and i smiled back and mouthed out the word "hallo". Just a simple thing like that makes me have a super duper good mood for the whole day..!! hehe.. But oh well he's sitting with his friend.. But i some how found courage that this isn't as hard as i imagined. =D

Me having some fun during lab. They tried to do something behind my back.. Lucky my hp was kind of lag when taking pictures.. Haha.

While waiting for bus.. There's a lot of people around. But well he's not there, i don't know anyone around and nobody will notice anyway thus Cheese..~!!

Looks like i'm on tv..

Well, i kind of like the effect and pictures are free anyway thus TaDa!! And most importantly i didn't look fat.. Muahaha.. So nice no cars came by when i snapped the pictures..

After which i reach home, i took a nap immediately as expected. As i still have class in the evening, i cant sleep for too long. So, here i am blogging. FangQi sure very happy. (Can imagine her reading this..) Well, i realise in the end i did not eat anything except for the piece of bread this morning, thus i ate something.......

Jiang jiang jiang jiang.. TaDa..!! imagine me eating these little food without tidbits.. Haix.. It's kind of the healthy food week for me but too bad i did not follow it for the past two days so it officially start today! (I hope it will last) Hmm.. Ohh.. And during the past weekend, i worked out with 4 good points for not eating tidbits..

Good points for not eating tidbits

It will not make me sick. (My mum decide that as i keep getting sick, so if i get sick again, she will start deducting my pocket money.. D; Thus i cant get sick any more..)
It will help me lose weight.. (This is a positive one)
I'll not have pimples on my face. (I get pimples easily when i eat heaty food)
I can save money. (Which still means no tidbits)

Thus i am trying my very best to have self control but it's hard when you have a sister who can't control herself which makes you get very tempted when she eats. Lol.. Okie dookie.. Time for class if not adam will nag at me again. (I ps him for 3 weeks since i said i wanna go for lec) Can you believe me going to school jus for that? Well tata..

Project day

2008-11-25T20:40:00.001+08:00

Went to Jordan house today. Did project so on so forth.. Boring day.. Haha.. Quizzz coming!! tml and thurs have. Next week also have. The week after got term test!! OMG! Getting busy soon le. There goes my relaxing days. Haix~~ But i still want a job. The best is the one where my Bestie is. Hope to get the chance to work with her.. Wish me luck..!!

My sexy voice

2008-11-24T16:58:00.005+08:00

I lost my voice and it was hard to speak. (But i still talked alot today) Should be because i cough too hard. (No choice) And people keep commenting tt my voice was sexy! Hmm.. TT isnt a complement. Haix.. I want back my voice..

He was just there. Yet so out of reach. His actions could control my heart. It'll be pain to fall at this state. I'll back off further just to not get hurt. Maybe it wasn't a right choice from start to allow my heart to drift off. i shouldn't have let myself fall in so deep...

Where is my courage, is this fate..?

2008-11-21T13:28:00.006+08:00

We were co-incidentally in the same bus again. Is tt something called fate..? I really don't noe. He's jus at the bus stop with another friend when both of us went off from class at different timing. I still wasted so much time at the OSIP talk. My head hurts so much and i'm freezing cold since morning, i did not feel any better even after eating panadol tt we bought from cheers. Eric send me down to the bus stop as i am feeling so sick. And in the end when we reach the bus stop, my usual routine of look around finding whether he's there anot and noe what, he's right there waiting for the bus! But i was completely ignored again and didnt have the courage to say bye to him when i alight. Haix.. He was jus there and we were again complete stangers. Our eyes seems to be talking all the time and sometimes even stay fix at a point and both stared at the other. However please at least let me be filled with hope by telling me i did not jus imagine tt our eyes keep meeting and i wan to noe what it means instead of pure guessings. I will rather hear the truth directly from you...

On 20th Nov at Suntec with fangqi

2008-11-20T00:15:00.013+08:00

Today's kind of a long day.. Should be my time table's fault. Hehe.. Quite pissed during lunch bout BB club. But.. Forget it. Spoil my mood only.

Kind of depressing after school too. Not too sure whether it's because i missed my bus especially when he's on board or due to the fact tt i met him and linger for a few second causing me to miss the bus. Urgh..!! But in the end after meeting piggy, my mood start to change for the better little by little. (but dunno why my brain's going crazy 發花癡 {fa hua chi} thinking bout him the whole night)

Well, we went to suntec, target -> to buy head phone but, we kind of side-tracked and drift of to going in all shops whether electronics of fashion. lol.

We walk around the fountain of fortune (supposing to wish for wealth however i wish for romance and not surprisingly all related to him) Hehx..

Two girls 自戀 but look so romantic for the background.

After which we went to a kind of nice but poor service korean restaurant. In the end we finally found her pinkish head phone. Not bad looking thus i bought it too. =P It costs $29.90! Anyway, sorry wenn tt it's pink tt we bought. FQ keep going on bout sure get complained by you due to the color. (She (Wenn) has some problem with the color pink however the other one (piggy) loves it like crazy esp "hot pink" which i have problem with)

Tt's her with the new headphone

And tt's me!! I bought a same colored one as the rest doesn't attact me as much and the pink wasn't striking and hot thus i kind of like it.

We got thirsty and decide to chit chat at some nice place and we saw tt Gloria Jeans were quite empty and we orderd cuppichinno with caramel. Can you believe it tt i drank coffee? But my throat start to feel pain and dry. This proves it's so heaty..

Our two cups.

Mine look nicer. =P With a pattern lo.

Just recieve a touching reminder from the piggy. It was touching however, she's dumb enough to let me notice the surprise at 10 which is 2hrs ago. lol. But still i love you la. Dun angry ok? Dun spam my tag box ar. Haha. Kk stopping here.

My blog revived

2008-11-09T23:59:00.004+08:00

My blog has revived..!! kinda happy since i've waited for some time le.. Geatly thx to fangqi CHEERS.. (o^_^o) This few days i'm sick, haix Sad. Having on/off high fever staying at home recuperating. Kind of bored. But mostly sleeping. oink! haha. Lazy to post recent pictures. Maybe when there's something interesting than i'll blog ba. =P